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Wednesday 30 April 2008
  i think if i don blog abt it now i will definitely explode!!!!! i donno whether 2 b upset,disappointed or pissed off i think its mixture of all of tt... allow mi 2 juz disstress myself 4 awhile.. who ever who did not allow e sec 4's 2 go 4 e taiwan trip fuck u!!!!!!!!!! darn asshole!bloody hell!!!wat the freaking hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! amazingly..i still don feel much better! after i heard e news...i tell u... i was near 2 bashing ppl up... if its e principal's bloody fault... yes i so wanna bash u...upside down. my sprirts sank 2 e deepest... how could they b so fucked up!!! 2 cancel e sec 4's trip 2 taiwan!!!! n allow e sec 3's 2 go instead,,.!!! this is our freaking last chance la.. fuck e bloody sch. so many of us were looking 4ward 2 this.. if in e 1st place we cant go then why in e 1st place let us noe abt it.. n waste our efforts getting all excited abt it?? ya well well this yr is o levels... i get it....don have 2 keep emphasizing. but if we r stuck in spore n forced 2 read those wateva formulas while our hearts r in taiwan,,, then can u pls....I BEG U tell mi wats e point?? during e 8 days we will oso b studying right?? its like a life time experience n its e last chance 4 e sec 4's 2 go... if u wanna noe how fucked up e sch is.... this is juz how f up it is. i rarely let e f word appear in my blog... as u can c juz how upset n disappointed i am... now not only have i lost all my motivation 2 study... i'm feeling so upset!!!T.T i'm prepared anytime 2 go talk 2 e principal... tt's juz realli how muuch i wanna go ... any1 who realli wants 2 go... lets us juz go find out whose tt asshole... n stop this sch from being so darn f up!!!!!! i'm so not in a good mood 2dae.... n i wont b in much in e next few weeks... worse still if we realli cant go during tt 8 days i think i'm going 2 get crazy,,,..... trust mi...u wont wanna c mi like tt... its horrible.. any1 who could juz cheer mi up... i will seriously thank u like hell cos i cant think of anything 2 motivate mi 2 study with my dream getting dashed... my spirits juz went from high up in e sky 2 way down... drowning into ocean deep. mistakened identity jias darn,,,,.i seriously feel like crying. |
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Thursday 17 April 2008
 i have been feeling so tired this few days... cant get 2 sleep without @ least revising a subject.. i would feel gulity n start reminding myself of the consequences. e mid year is realli getting onto mi now.. n the big 'O's. its realli scary,,, those not in our situation u might not understand... speech day is 2mr... n theres been alot of things goin on the few days./.. some ppl juz don think abt others... full of herself.. i was abt 2 elaborate on this so interesting topic i think everyone would wish 2 noe. but i juz reminded myself it is realli waste of my breath my precious time which i can use 2 do other more meaningful things then blog abt this person... nvm,..2mr there will b a good show..... jias mistakened identity. |
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Saturday 5 April 2008
 1st time in months since i blogged in record of last then 10 days.. but i have 2 in response 2 amir anan's blog amir anan... yes u don have 2 listen 2 mi anymore... u don have 2 give a darn abt wat i say anymore cos i'm not talkin 2 u.. everytime i c u.. realli sorry 2 say it.. but i seriously feel e urge of bashing u up.. wat u did was unspeakable.. it hit mi hard it was like one of e worse things a friend did 2 mi. i think...it was e worse. i can't stand being lied 2. n u noe tt. once ppl lied 2 mi...i donno until when will i finally bring myself 2 believe them again.. furthermore..something like this. one part of mi juz wanna leave u stranded n juz end our friendship. another part of mi thought mayb..maybe we could b friends again. i'm confused.. however...wat i'm very clear abt is.. i REALLI HATE U.. HATE U LIKE HELL.hate u for wat u did .i have never hated some1 tt badly in my whole life. yes i hated u so much..bcos u r my fren. if not i couldnt have care less its tiring but i cant help it. even if i was ever goin 2 4give u...or trust u again it is goin 2 take a very long time.but i donno how long, if i still cant bring myself 2 4give u. i still wish u all e best n hope tt u will change 4 e better..n b a much better amir like u promised 2 i do hope 4 e best in u.. considering we had been such great frens.... mistakened identity jias. |
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