Wednesday, 30 April 2008
i think if i don blog abt it now i will definitely explode!!!!! i donno whether 2 b upset,disappointed or pissed off i think its mixture of all of tt... allow mi 2 juz disstress myself 4 awhile.. who ever who did not allow e sec 4's 2 go 4 e taiwan trip fuck u!!!!!!!!!! darn asshole!bloody hell!!!wat the freaking hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! amazingly..i still don feel much better! after i heard e news...i tell u... i was near 2 bashing ppl up... if its e principal's bloody fault... yes i so wanna bash u...upside down. my sprirts sank 2 e deepest... how could they b so fucked up!!! 2 cancel e sec 4's trip 2 taiwan!!!! n allow e sec 3's 2 go instead,,.!!! this is our freaking last chance la.. fuck e bloody sch. so many of us were looking 4ward 2 this.. if in e 1st place we cant go then why in e 1st place let us noe abt it.. n waste our efforts getting all excited abt it?? ya well well this yr is o levels... i get it....don have 2 keep emphasizing. but if we r stuck in spore n forced 2 read those wateva formulas while our hearts r in taiwan,,, then can u pls....I BEG U tell mi wats e point?? during e 8 days we will oso b studying right?? its like a life time experience n its e last chance 4 e sec 4's 2 go... if u wanna noe how fucked up e sch is.... this is juz how f up it is. i rarely let e f word appear in my blog... as u can c juz how upset n disappointed i am... now not only have i lost all my motivation 2 study... i'm feeling so upset!!!T.T i'm prepared anytime 2 go talk 2 e principal... tt's juz realli how muuch i wanna go ... any1 who realli wants 2 go... lets us juz go find out whose tt asshole... n stop this sch from being so darn f up!!!!!! i'm so not in a good mood 2dae.... n i wont b in much in e next few weeks... worse still if we realli cant go during tt 8 days i think i'm going 2 get crazy,,,..... trust mi...u wont wanna c mi like tt... its horrible.. any1 who could juz cheer mi up... i will seriously thank u like hell cos i cant think of anything 2 motivate mi 2 study with my dream getting dashed... my spirits juz went from high up in e sky 2 way down... drowning into ocean deep. mistakened identity jias darn,,,,.i seriously feel like crying. |
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