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Saturday 12 June 2010
 "I am inhabited by a cry. Nightly it flaps out Looking, with its hooks, for something to love. I am terrified by this dark thing That sleeps in me; All day I feel its soft, feathery turnings, its malignity." Sylvia Plath |
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❝ A bee is attracted to a prettiest flower;
A girl is attracted to a sweetest boy;
I am attracted to the heartless you. ❞
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Saturday 12 June 2010
"I am inhabited by a cry. Nightly it flaps out Looking, with its hooks, for something to love. I am terrified by this dark thing That sleeps in me; All day I feel its soft, feathery turnings, its malignity." Sylvia Plath |
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It's me. SYLVIA.SIJIA PCPS,WHITLEY , NP Hi my name is Sijia,just got myself a eng name sylvia.thought it matches w my original.guess ppl could identify with me better. I hate it when people mispronounce my name, even if its only for 1 time.i absolutely love watching senseless teen flicks(it’s the easiest way to LOL) i think im getting old.although im not even legal to drink yet. I don't think anyone can say they noe me well.cos even I myself gets confused with self-identity sometimes. im always coming up with random tunes n lyrics.n always happen to forget them the next minute.i love rainy days,the way raindrops fall on the window. Im addicted to being tan,and whitness freaks me out. i hate it tt i cant paint my fingernails.bcos e colour always comes off with chlorine. my hands are e size of a guy’s, but i love how my finger(nails)look. many a time i wish i could drop a size,but food is just so tempting sometimes. i hate it when people treat me like a fool,when actually im not as simple as I look. i cannot stand betrayal, and forgiveness is an element that does not grow inside me. i get sick of routine easily,n there r just some ppl whom i dislike for no reason. uncertainity tortures me. there r so many questions in my heart tt I want answered, but I just cant seem to get any further in my million doubts. Im a daydreamer, I dream about bizarre things that would never happen in my wildest imagination. I can never read in my bed and not fall asleep. I might look like I don give a shit, but I always ask myself, is it because I don deserve it,or is there something wrong with me…. there are many things i want in life,but sometimes i doubt whether i can get it. My blog is a collection of my perspectives, thoughts and emotions. I write when I write, what I write.its just me being me.if u hate who i am, then theres no point in staying. Your critism is not welcomed. I WANT A/TO.... *everyone 2 be happy everyday!!! *great health 4 my family!!! *get realli good results 4 poly gpa..!so tt i can make it 2 NUS OR NTU!!(:* *to 4get all unhappiness n look 4ward* *get my lifeguard cert asap!* *go to taiwan!* *new wallet* *new flat pumps* *catch SHINee,SUJU n 2AM live* *get more ear piercing!!* *live life 2 e fullest* *get to watch 罗志祥 concert in spore!!!! *a camera!!(: best canon powershot S90 *ENDLESS AMT OF CASH!!*ok.i noe tts not possible* *IPOD TOUCH* *those k-pop merchandises in comic connections that i cant afford(cos they r way overpriced)* *black havanias* *DR MARTENS LEATHER BOOTS in electric blue* *Polariod cam* n many many more..............endless. *have more truthful friends,rather than those tt would disappear from my memory months/year(s) down e road I'M LOVING IT:DD((: (L)SHINee!(: <3MINHO (L)LOLLIPOP.. 棒棒堂!!<33 (L)(小猪)罗志祥:) (L)2AM!(: <3 SEULONG (L)IM on team switzerland!(if u noe what tt means) (L)purplish (L)milo bing!!and i mean e drink..ROFL (L)new favourite..RAIN!!! |
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