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Saturday 6 February 2010
 im still working on the evaluation essay now. ive been redoing again and again. backspacing countless times. no matter how many times i rephrase my sentences i still think it doesnt look right one way or another. or at least it doesnt look right enough to help me maintain my A+ im so wired out this few days everyday went by with lesser and lesser sleep. im starting to live the life of a vampire how i wish i don need to sleep,eat and be ravishing beautiful... tts if food doesnt come in the form of red,vomiting blood. i just feel like 24 hours is never enough. there's just so many things to do.... like now.im writing this blog just so i don fall asleep. my lids were half close for half of the time during lesson today and i feel horrible all over. right from my head till e tip of my toes n it doesnt help when the fucking hairdresser messed up my hair i was feeling super pissed when i came back home right after. n e fucking asshole at home just have to rub salt onto my wound. n there goes another world war 2 of censored language when u donno anything. just keep your mouth shut nobody is gonna call u mute just cause u shut up for tt moment. theres always those fucking irritating moments at home tt i have to go through. practically everyday sometimes im freaking sick of it. but tts how life will always be. bcos generation gap would never disappear. n the lack of communication would always stay i guess e only happening thing that happened recently was the AGM 2010 ystd it was cool.n i enjoyed myself being in the dance group. fun experience....(: although for half the time i was freezing like hell in the theatre the dance went by so fast.i didnt even realise when it ended. got my 123 cert.really wanna get done with bm fast.! n how i hope i can get that windbreaker!!!!! i guess it does somehow or rather build up some belonging. bcos now although i think im starting to know more ppl. but theres still lots of ppl i have yet to know. n i wish i would be able to in this year. (: mistakened identity jiasylvia it would have been perfect. if someone wasnt so big mouth to broadcast it to the world. |
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A girl is attracted to a sweetest boy;
I am attracted to the heartless you. ❞
