Friday, 6 February 2009
ok i haven been blogging for the longest time on record... didnt have e mood 2...nor happen 2 feel like typing.. im getting bored of blogging to b exact... everyone have been asking mi how i have been n where im goin... ok im goin 2 ngee ann poly..although i didnt get in e course of my 1st choice but im still content with e one i have now..n am looking 4ward to starting poly.. cos e sooner u start e sooner u end poly life .. not tt i despise it...juz tt i think its goin 2 b totally diff from sec sch.. which is somewhere i realli miss. mi n rachel r e only ones e other polys while e others r all goin nyp.. ppl make new frens in new envt..so being alone aint realli tt bad though.. but i donno how will i adapt in e new lifestyle tt poly offers..sometimes it makes me scared of how will i be able to blend in with every1 else. i do realli hope tt everything turns out fine and well. but i decided to do another diploma in music so as to b more safeguarded. i think leaving sec sch has been a realli great step in my life.. everyone r goin diff directions some jc,others poly,ite or even goin overseas... 2 b honest i think after april starts i think i will b losing those close frens i had for 4 years..although its not tt i want it..its juz impossible not 2.. hais..enuf of tt poly stuff.. was out with joanne and hx ystd to find some part time job b4 sch opens. n surprisingly so many ppl came..i think aove 100?? didnt noe robinsons job was so popular.. but its juz this part time gig @ expo.. n surprisingly saw lynette.. n i didnt even wanting 2 say hi...n juz acted like i didnt c her.. unfortunately she spotted me,,...blehx.. n i juz exchanged a 'shoo off' kinda hi!! it was funny enuf she didnt notice... n coincidently her fren was oso interviewing 4 e job..n she started asking mi ques.. until i had 2 show on my face "im not interested" then will she get it. its juz kinda weird cos she kept wanting to strike up a conversation. when i on e other hand is trying to get out of it. watever...this might as well b e last time i c u so...chaios 4ever. saw alot of familiar faces...like lennon n gang @ marina bowling place.. n j said she saw sammantha...which i think was most likely some1 else instead. after eating @ Hans and catching bride wars came e highlight of e day.. 2 3 of us always manage to spot weird ppl everytime we went out n this time a funny looking guy with a even funnier looking hairstyle.. will upload his pics soon,..waiting 4 hx 2 send them to mi. i think i might not b bloggin 4 decades long. so frens till then..bye mistakened identity jias. im starting another phrase of life. |
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