i dont wish to be everything to everyone.just something to someone.

❝ A bee is attracted to a prettiest flower;
A girl is attracted to a sweetest boy;
I am attracted to the heartless you. ❞

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Monday, 30 April 2007

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everytime i wanna blogg i have 2 go some1 else's house 2 use com....and 2dae is hwee theng's house!!2dae physics exam...my killer sub!!

i admitt i totalli suxed in it lo....

and e freaking damien yeo kept asking e few of us 2 take pure chem instead

like wadeva...i don give a darn lor....

sorri 2 say but i treat everything u say as trash!

until 2dae did i realise tt i have always been preoccupied

with everything on my own

closed in my own world of fantasy

tt would neva become realistic

i know e pain still lingers on

in your heart

after he left your side 2 a better place

with god

i hope u live on strong

with all e support from ppl surrounding u

i silently pray 4 u

tt life would fall into place

slowly pace by pace

mistakened identity

jias

It's me.

SYLVIA.SIJIA
PCPS,WHITLEY , NP
Hi my name is Sijia,just got myself a eng name sylvia.thought it matches w my original.guess ppl could identify with me better. I hate it when people mispronounce my name, even if its only for 1 time.i absolutely love watching senseless teen flicks(it’s the easiest way to LOL) i think im getting old.although im not even legal to drink yet. I don't think anyone can say they noe me well.cos even I myself gets confused with self-identity sometimes. im always coming up with random tunes n lyrics.n always happen to forget them the next minute.i love rainy days,the way raindrops fall on the window. Im addicted to being tan,and whitness freaks me out. i hate it tt i cant paint my fingernails.bcos e colour always comes off with chlorine. my hands are e size of a guy’s, but i love how my finger(nails)look. many a time i wish i could drop a size,but food is just so tempting sometimes. i hate it when people treat me like a fool,when actually im not as simple as I look. i cannot stand betrayal, and forgiveness is an element that does not grow inside me. i get sick of routine easily,n there r just some ppl whom i dislike for no reason. uncertainity tortures me. there r so many questions in my heart tt I want answered, but I just cant seem to get any further in my million doubts. Im a daydreamer, I dream about bizarre things that would never happen in my wildest imagination. I can never read in my bed and not fall asleep. I might look like I don give a shit, but I always ask myself, is it because I don deserve it,or is there something wrong with me…. there are many things i want in life,but sometimes i doubt whether i can get it. My blog is a collection of my perspectives, thoughts and emotions. I write when I write, what I write.its just me being me.if u hate who i am, then theres no point in staying. Your critism is not welcomed.
I WANT A/TO....
*everyone 2 be happy everyday!!!
*great health 4 my family!!!
*get realli good results 4 poly gpa..!so tt i can make it 2 NUS OR NTU!!(:*
*to 4get all unhappiness n look 4ward*
*get my lifeguard cert asap!*
*go to taiwan!*
*new wallet*
*new flat pumps*
*catch SHINee,SUJU n 2AM live*
*get more ear piercing!!*
*live life 2 e fullest*
*get to watch 罗志祥 concert in spore!!!!
*a camera!!(: best canon powershot S90
*ENDLESS AMT OF CASH!!*ok.i noe tts not possible*
*IPOD TOUCH*
*those k-pop merchandises in comic connections that i cant afford(cos they r way overpriced)*
*black havanias*
*DR MARTENS LEATHER BOOTS in electric blue*
*Polariod cam*
n many many more..............endless.
*have more truthful friends,rather than those tt would disappear from my memory months/year(s) down e road
I'M LOVING IT:DD((:
(L)SHINee!(: <3MINHO
(L)LOLLIPOP.. 棒棒堂!!<33
(L)(小猪)罗志祥:)
(L)2AM!(: <3 SEULONG
(L)IM on team switzerland!(if u noe what tt means)
(L)purplish
(L)milo bing!!and i mean e drink..ROFL
(L)new favourite..RAIN!!!