LonEsOmE InsIdErs

2010-07-19T12:22:00.004+08:00

yes.i feel like im sinking underwater.slowly by the minute.
suffocating.trying my hardest to grasp for air.
shouting at the top of my voice.
hoping that a hand would reach out, and grab me from the icy cold.
i have almost given up hope.
considering to sink.sink deeper into the silent blue,which might hopefully give me some peace.
sometimes i really love how the water gives you a sense of silence.
a silence that shuts you out from the world.
it allows you to be, at a place where you cant hear,all the rubbish that people throw at you.
how i wish i can be like percy,finding a common place at the bottom of the waters.
thinking about nothing.nothing at all.

i have never been in so much stress in my whole life.
i just need some medium for me to release my stress,even if its just for a slight moment.
its just too much for me.i have to say im someone who can handle stress.n still work well in it.
but theres always a limit to a person's capabilities.
even a superhero needs a rest once in a while.
all i hope for now is relief.
relief from these craze,a release from this torment im having.
just someone who can tell me,its going to be alright.
someone who can say it,well enough for me to believe.

mistakened identity
jiasylvia
i want to find my happy place.

2010-06-12T18:23:00.002+08:00

"I am inhabited by a cry.
Nightly it flaps out
Looking, with its hooks, for something to love.
I am terrified by this dark thing
That sleeps in me;
All day I feel its soft, feathery turnings, its malignity."
Sylvia Plath

2010-05-17T23:07:00.004+08:00

i need minho to cheer up my day.ease my problems.

WOW.time is ridiculously fast.
i cant believe the figure 18 is coming alr..!!!!!in a matter of about less than 48 hrs.
how i wish i can stay 17 4ever.
i feel so old saying that im 18...
ya i noe u will say im weird..watsoever.but tts how i feel.
been facing some problems, or rather alot with friendship.
n its not as easy as saying im done,means im done.
its not one of those unimportant phrases in life that i can just let go of without feeling something.
but im just way too tired to think of it now.
too much has been going on in my life.
im not going to bother abt tt issue anymore.
i guess e other party would have to make the effort to salvage it.
or just freaking do something to show tt she's not tt ignorant.
or else, seriously, i think im done......

as much as i don wanna say this.
cos i don like growing old.
but ppl been asking me what i want for birthday.
thanks for asking guys..
but anything is fine!(:really.its e thought tt counts
just DON'T GIVE ME SOFT TOYS!
N NO DORAEMONS!!!seriously.
i have no space for soft toys, n its gonna collect dust.
n I DON WAN ANYMORE DORAEMONS.
don get me wrong.i love tt robot cat.its my favourite cartoon of all time.
but its not something tt i would wan to receive for birthday anymore.
i had enuf of it.

so ya...
if u really donno what to get me.
im really in need of/or i really really want:
1) SHINee items.!(esp tt clock from comic connection)
2) ONTO headphones
3) Earpiece(designed ones)
4) Accessories(bracelets,necklaces,ear studs...ya..practically any accessories)
5) Wallet
6) Sunglasses(im like sunglass fanatic now)
7) NUM black havanias

ya..just about there.theres too many things tt i want..i guess most of those things i would have to buy myself.unless some kind hearted soul wishes to help me foot the bill.

thanks to those who alr wished me.
(which is really fast!)
n may all my problems get erased with time.

mistakened identity
jiasylvia

boldness be my friend.

2010-05-08T16:49:00.002+08:00

imperfection is beauty
madness is genius
and its better to be absolutely ridiculous
than ridiculously boring.

theres so many negative things tt i want to say out loud now.
but i feel this aint e right time to burst out my displeasure.
its funny how sometimes when u already make it so obvious
but individuals still donno u r pissed at them
if u r going to ask me out n start coming up w a conversation w another person n exclude me
than whats e fucking point of asking me out.
if u have so many things to talk about yr sch.yr course.yr ridiculously non-entertaining life.
than just go ranting on to who ever might b a willing audience.
seriously i don even noe how i put up w all yr nonsense for so long
i should have been clever n discover it when e problem surfaced.
apparently it took me this long.

this is e furthest i want to go.
becos theres no point in expanding on.
n i can already forsee that u don even noe im talking abt u.
i had to explain to ppl when they think u were just faking it.
now im starting to doubt whether i should have done so.

mistakened identity
jiasylvia

u dont know me at all.
u know nothing.absolute nothing.

2010-04-15T22:27:00.003+08:00

e movie marathon w hx n jo was awesome on tues(:
watched 'date night' and 'clash of titans' in 3D.
date night was hilarious.!!!(:
it turned out so much better.exceeding my expectations.
i thought its just another one of those harmless comedies.
but it was so many brilliant things added together.(:
clash of titans was great too.!
but i guess 3D wasnt quite worthwhile it..
ohh well.....
but at least the story line still survived.
i so wanna dye my hair..
but im fucking broke..
hopefully my bro would sponsor me..n i can get it done this week.
just right b4 sch starts!!!!):
ya sch starting is just bummer.!
its even more non-anticipating with my hatred IT module in this sem.
n e driving-me-nuts timetable.!):
the world is just so unfair.!

i cant believe tt attachments are on weds.!):
on my training day!!!!!
atrocious!
n im changing centre...everyone's changing centre.
i miss e kids at MFS!!!):
went there 4 like probably e last time 2dae.!!!!
took a couple of pictures with them!!
but its just 4ever not enough.!
hope they don 4get me.....!!!!!!

happy belated bdae to sa'adiah!(:hope u like e cakes
n happy 6th to the lovely emilee!

mistakened identity
jiasylvia

its terrifying how fast jay chou's tickets were sold.!
):how i wish i had e money to go watch it!!!!!!!

n i want a black havanias..so badly!

"dreams do come true if you keep believing in yourself.
anything is possible."

ya..ya right..!
sometimes i really hope i can think so positively.
maybe i would be happier in life.

but thanks for all the compliments.
it really helps a lot.
im starting to feel a little better about myself now.
hopefully my thoughts get more positive day by day!

2010-04-04T23:40:00.002+08:00

argh!!!i need to move!!!
exercise...swim!!!yes.swimming.something i haven done in 2 weeks or so..
getting on my nerves now.
super uncomfortable not exercising.
i need to stretch my muscles.
they feel super stiff.
sometimes i really hate being a girl.
having those time of the months.
):

ok...im like rushing this out now.
cos its turning 12 in 10 mins.
just really wanna wish SIQIN n JERIAN
happy birthday 2 u both!
happy 19th siqin!(:
hope everything goes well for yr medical sch interview!
n jerian.
although we haven been talking in A WHILE.
but hey...its cool tt both my cousin's bdae falls on e same day.
ermm well...yr my "cousin" in a way.tecnically.
im not tt old 2 b an aunty when im just 17.

n also to those out there whom i noe is turning a yr old 2dae.!
i noe theres many of u..!(:
april 4th seems like a really popular date!
(:
smiles all people and enjoy this special day!

mistakened identity
jiasylvia

life moves pretty fast.
if you don't stop and look once in a while.
you could miss it.

2010-03-31T23:27:00.007+08:00

waiting is a trap
there will always be reasons to wait
the truth is....
there are only two things in life.
reasons and excuses.

2010-03-31T23:05:00.002+08:00

i honestly donno wth did i get myself into..
it still feels like i dug a hole and jumped in by myself.
without anyone forcing me.
why am i taking a vacation module when i could be having a jolly well time holidaying.?
ya.i noe.u must be wondering.stupid right?
although e lecturer's cool,funny and super chatty(a little too chatty if u ask me)
but i just feel so distracted w e laptop right in front of me.
n it doesnt help when its all about business theories tt sound totally alien to me.
there's so many movies that i wanna watch b4 sch officially starts.
actually now it feels like it already started.
ok this post is utter random.
i just needed to write something while doing my hw.(ya from tt darn course)

ps.
in case u realised.
my blogskin is back 2 e old one.
cos e suju one is just too plain.
n i donno how e hell to edit e archives n stuffs.
hopefully i can find a nicer one b4 sem starts.
n add on all e things needed with e help of kind hearted souls!(:

mistakened identity
jiasylvia

believe that everything happens for a reason
people change so that you can learn to let go
things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they're right
you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself
sometimes good things fall apart
so that good things can fall together

2010-03-26T22:55:00.007+08:00

i was going on halfway on a super negative post.
then some1 popped a good news to me..
tt totally changed e situation.
until...i went to take a look at my timetable for e new sem!!!!
WTF.!major crisis
i honestly feel like killing myself right now.
mon ends at 1....1 O'CLOCK!
my training starts at 6...
which means i have to go home.n come back again.
HAHAHA.JUST HOW NICE IS TT!!!!!
n guess what?
to make tt worse.
attachments r on weds now.!
which means what again..?go attachment then go training.?!
r they trying to torture me.!!!!!!
this sem's alr looks hellish.
so not anticipating it.
n sch kinda starts next week 4 me alr.
with e business course.gosh..
why is my life so difficult.!
on e verge to burst out in angry tears now.!
darn darn darn darn darn
not only that.
im super broke after buying show's concert tickets.
n now e 3d album is out.
i have to get it.!
e shorts at cotton on sale is screaming out at me too.!!!
arghh!!!!why cant i be rich?!

mistakened identity
jiasylvia....cant stand it!!!!IM IN LOVE WITH 2AM!

ok..random..but im so angry tt comics connection is simply daylight robbery.!
but....e korean stuffs just looks so nice.!esp all e boy bands....
there r all gonna be on my wishlist for this yrs bdae!!!(:
hopefully some kind hearted souls would get them for me!!!!

there's so many movies i wanna catch!
like
lovely bones,clash of titans,when in rome
n maybe even wimpy kid.(:(i bought e book actually...i noe its a kids book...but it was too freaking cute!!)
remember me was alright..not great.but still ok.
it was horrible mostly cos there were no subs.
n cassandra was having an even harder time trying 2 catch what they were saying.
she decided to give up n take a nap instead.
when i realised.she alr missed like 15 mins or so...
ROFL.should have just watched lovely bones or something.

ARGHH.my eyes feels heavy after crying while watching cruel temptation.
n it definitely proves tt ive got feelings.
so ppl.stop saying im unfeeling again!

2010-03-19T15:50:00.005+08:00

1st post in march.!
just got my results 2dae...
i thought i fared quite alright(:
at least quite an improvement from last sem!!
hope i can get at least 3.7 next sem!
JIAYOU!

managed to meet up w rach.c,hx,jo n ht ystd to go bottle tree park!
but unfortunately e weather was not on our side...
it was raining e whole entire day,n we totally wasted our time going all e way to khatib.
which calls for plan b!
early dinner at breeks followed by bowling n pool at marina square.
breeks....e smoked salmon pasta...totally not to my liking.
way too salty.not enough flavour.
n according 2 e others e fishnchips taste weird.
donno what happened 2 their standards since e last time i ate.
it was my 1st time playing pool.n i donno what e heck i was doing..
but @ least i gave it a try.(:
but i don think i would be going back 2 it soon...unless some pro teach me..
overall its still enjoyable..i guess...looking pass e rain..

from e moment i got home.which was alr 10 plus.going on 11.
i started a war w sistic online.
n luckily.i managed to get tickets for show luo's concert!!!yea!(:
im so elated!!!!!!(:(:
thanks to sis who helped me purchase my tickets~!
n i got autograph from xiao gui!!
he looked really cool in his unique outfit on stage!
n he was so friendly eventhough he was tired!
warmth was all we could feel!

heard tt minho's injured.during filming of dream team.
really hope he gets well soon!
FIGHTING!

mistakened identity
jiasylvia

i really want things to go back to how it used to be.
but its not in my power to change anything.
unless u r willing to help me.

2010-02-26T23:48:00.006+08:00

cny's over.
holidays r here.finally.
wanna get a job.but c seem to find something really decent enough.
its either not paying enuf.or it comes with horrendous requirements.
was out job hunting w liling 2dae.
went to check out a few places.everywhere was looking 4 full-time stuff.
darn.how i wish i could work full.
e most waste of time was lerkthai...
only paying 5 per hr.n have to get a jab 2gether w it.
n it doesnt even look good when e manager looks like a goldfish with exploding eyeballs.
when i got out of e rest,i was like, no way.no way am i doing tt shit job.
i might as well as go work at some bugis street shop.at least it doesnt involve so much phy work.
so in e end.we both didnt get a job.
not tt i was disappointed.sorta predicted it.
might try out cotton on in march.
hope i can get it....(:
speaking abt job hunting.i tried out frolick.this yogurt ice cream shop at cine.
really fab!(:in case u donno.yogurt ice cream is like my fave now.
without noeing.i actually ate berrylite,yoguru and frolick all in one wk.
im gonna add on w yami 2 make it 4.!ha

really hope i get in e FOC camp..(:
n the business course.
although in e 1st place i aint even sure why im going into e course.
but ya.getting in would be awesome.!(:
hope i get a good job soon!preferrably cotton on!..
i really need the cash.!
theres just too many things to buy.
n money would never be sufficient.
call me greedy.
but may there always be...endless amt of cash!

mistakened identity
jiasylvia
donno why.
no matter how many times i watch andrew johnson on brit's got talent.
i feel like crying.

can youtube stop banning accts n provide me w korean entertainment.
who cares abt copyright man.!
theres piracy everywhere...!!!

craving seoul garden so badly!
n who wants to watch percy jackson?!
i have no idea why everyone is just so against it....!

2010-02-15T23:31:00.011+08:00

just popped one van houten chocolate.
darn.so sinful.!!!!
i just gained some weight over this festive season...
its so hard not to eat those new year goodies...
especially when most of them only appear once a year.
happy cny n oso valentine's day to all..!!!
although it doesnt feel like cny at all...
especially when it falls on a sun.
n with an exam coming up on fri...
cny is just like every year.
but i didnt get to c some relatives.who went off earlier then me.
starting to forget how the hell they look like.
i say happy new year to ppl whom i don think i would even recognize on the streets.
its pathetic.saying that i noe these ppl.but at the same time not knowing them.
going for cny greetings is so different at different scenes.
one moment im comfortable.

when another im just standing there,looking awkward.donno wth im supposed to do...
im lost at what to do with the situation.
i want to do something,anything.so that it could be better.
but i have no idea.what am i suppose to do in my power.to change it.

mistakened identity
jiasylvia.
i've started to laugh about our misfortunes.
because i couldnt find somebody, somebody to weep with me....

i was foolish enough to think that things would be different this year.
hoping that the silence could be broken.
sometimes i really think that im the only one who bother.
that you don even give a darn about the situation.
sometimes i would really wanna noe the truth.
but im scared that the truth is going to break me up in pieces.
yes.call me sentimental.
but memories are a huge part of me.it means everything.
no matter when or where some things happened.
as long as it involved ppl that i care about.
its valuable to me.its something that i hold on with dear life so as never to forget.
it's been starting to blur.n ive been hoping to create new memories with u that i can hold on to.
i want us back.back to the days when we were happy.
bizzare thoughts just kept running through my head....
,,i noe by e look of things that it ain't gonna be possible....
how is it possible to make myself put in the effort.
when u just stand there.looking like you don care.
i cry sometimes thinking about it.
i tried..i tried so hard to fight back those tears.
i think im foolish.i think its pathetic.
but i cant help it.
i don even noe if i should be crying.
but emotions got the better of me.
with all of my heart.,i hope that u would take notice.
how much it matters to me.
that we are no longer, how we used to be.

2010-02-06T22:43:00.003+08:00

im still working on the evaluation essay now.
ive been redoing again and again.
backspacing countless times.
no matter how many times i rephrase my sentences
i still think it doesnt look right
one way or another.
or at least it doesnt look right enough to help me maintain my A+

im so wired out this few days
everyday went by with lesser and lesser sleep.
im starting to live the life of a vampire
how i wish i don need to sleep,eat and be ravishing beautiful...
tts if food doesnt come in the form of red,vomiting blood.
i just feel like 24 hours is never enough.
there's just so many things to do....

like now.im writing this blog just so i don fall asleep.
my lids were half close for half of the time during lesson today
and i feel horrible all over.
right from my head till e tip of my toes
n it doesnt help when the fucking hairdresser messed up my hair
i was feeling super pissed when i came back home right after.
n e fucking asshole at home just have to rub salt onto my wound.
n there goes another world war 2 of censored language
when u donno anything.
just keep your mouth shut
nobody is gonna call u mute just cause u shut up for tt moment.
theres always those fucking irritating moments at home tt i have to go through.
practically everyday
sometimes im freaking sick of it.
but tts how life will always be.
bcos generation gap would never disappear.
n the lack of communication would always stay

i guess e only happening thing that happened recently was the AGM 2010 ystd
it was cool.n i enjoyed myself being in the dance group.
fun experience....(:
although for half the time i was freezing like hell in the theatre
the dance went by so fast.i didnt even realise when it ended.
got my 123 cert.really wanna get done with bm fast.!
n how i hope i can get that windbreaker!!!!!
i guess it does somehow or rather build up some belonging.
bcos now although i think im starting to know more ppl.
but theres still lots of ppl i have yet to know.
n i wish i would be able to in this year.
(:

mistakened identity
jiasylvia

it would have been perfect.
if someone wasnt so big mouth to broadcast it to the world.

2010-01-31T22:46:00.005+08:00

SHINee!!
ya..don even try to talk about it...
im just in a very "minhoish" mood 2dae..
but of cos i expected a huge crowd.
but 1000 over ppl at 3 am is just bonkers.
these ppl are insane thru their brains.
i wasnt really drilling on going.
but jo kept talking abt it on msn.n made me felt so eager on it suddenly.
but all tt eagerness was gone w e wind when i heard that thousands of ppl didnt get in...
count those obsessers lucky....
now.im even more firm on going 4 luo zhi xiang's one..
bcos of e freaking no show this time..

rml.
run my lunch
made me sleep deprived.
im blogging to keep myself awake.
bcos i haven finish tt darn play assignment
ok im lethargic.been procrastinating
but i cant help it.
when all the hell i can think abt is shopping.
n more shopping.
didnt really sleep well in tt short afternoon nap i had.
my lids are closing.have to avoid slow going songs on my lappie
thinking of the early wakeup 2mr makes me wanna puke.
or just shout FUCK right in e air.
or find a nice punch bag tt wont get back at me.
don mistaken.
i really love those kids.
its just im way too tired now to care abt any shit
i actually dreamt abt my last day at attachment
i woke up crying.
i donno why,but i think i miss those devil angels more than i think i ever would.
gosh.im getting emotional now.
sheesh. pause.get back on track.
put on a smile and get some goodie bags for them
hope they would rmb me!!!!!!

who wants to watch"to kill a mockingbird"????
by play factory productions
held at drama centre theatre!!
pls.some1 just say yes.

mistakened identity
jiasylvia

never say goodbye
because saying goodbye
means going away
and going away
means forgetting

2010-01-21T22:16:00.003+08:00

yes..
this is exactly how i feel now.
anger n frustration.
n my stomach fucking hurts now.
stupid few days of e month.
my mood is grumpy,with a hint of extreme vulgarities.
with my darn father yakking crap at e side is just fucking irritating.
n there goes e outburst from me.
ya.thats e usual scenario tt happens everyday.
vulgarities flying in e air.
after tt survey we had 2 do during play.
it just further emphasize how unclose i am with my dad.
n i find it so totally unbelievable when i heard ppl saying they r closer to their dads.
tt kinda scene is never gonna happen to me.
nvm.4get abt tt family scene.
e briefing for rml marathon on tues was total waste of time.
i just wasted 1 hr..n all i knew was im doing route marshall.
tts all.i don even noe which sector im freaking in.
i was just darn pissed off during the whole process.
n fucking hell missed the bus back home bcos those idiots didnt wanna move in.
my mood hasnt really been good lately.
n now its just bad.
im just confused w everything going on.
n i just wan my hols to come soon.
yes i noe im gonna survive somehow.
but e process aint gonna be all smiles....

mistakened identity
jiasylvia

i really need that pill
the pain is KILLING ME!

2010-01-18T23:16:00.004+08:00

ok..thought it was time to finally change the blogskin.
cos i was just too bored over the previous one.
no wonder i didnt even have e mood to update anything.
serached high n low,and found this one which i thought was e best alr.
blogskins website is getting rather ridiculous..or is it cos i set too high a standard?
anw
im just too plain blanked out now to edit e things...
would ask a pro to help me do nice nice after e assignments come to an end.
i seriously need to learn all abt blog editing..
but too be clear.im not interested in anything else on IT.it just freaks me out.

theres just so many things i haven done.
not talking in assignments terms.
but for cny.
i need to get a brand new outfit.new colour contacts,which i haven decided which colour
new makeup,.....
cny is like a whole big deal for me.
even if its only one day.
i have to be at my best.
so i def have to spare sometime out to shop....!!!

i wanna watch JUMP!
n i have totally given up on gossip girl..

mistakened identity
jiasylvia

sorry if this blog is gonna be shiity for some time...bare with it ppl.

2010-01-15T22:22:00.010+08:00

yes yes, i noe its alr well into yr 2010...
n seriously, i meant to write on the meaningful 31st dec 09,
but i found myself just too plain lazy.
i noe theres ppl reading my blog n stuff.
funny how come u guys still have hope for a rather dead blog.
but here i am..reviving yr hopes once in a while.

ok...its 2010.
im 18....like wtfh.but i wont admit im 18 till tt faithful day comes...
tt faithful day that finally makes me legal..
not tt i care abt e clubbing scene.
e past yr has been...should i say...rather meaningless,and "unfeeling" for me...
if u ask me..how has e past yr been..i gotta say..i cant rmb.
it just all happened..before i had e time to react.
beginning of e yr.i was still a sec 4 blockhead.reminiscing e days of uniform.n camps filled with frustration, but enjoyment.
in the middle, i was still trying to find a place tt i can fit in.
trying to make friends.trying to make myself comfortable.
frankly speaking.it was hell diff.especially when im tt kinda person tt can dislike some1..
becos of no specific reason.mayb i just don like yr face.
even till e end of e year...i wasnt even sure if i was happy, with what i was doing..
with my life.with how i was spending it.....
i joined the lifeguards corp.
starting off.i wasnt even planning for it.it just happened.
it was horrid right from e start.esp tt memorable bonding camp which left mi n mich stranded.
i thought 2 myself.hell no!im never gonna bond w these ppl.
but fortunately things aint tt bad now.
i cant say i noe every1.,cos i seriously don.but at least e situation was so much better after kusu.
after going through a touching n rather tearful reflection session in class.
it got me thinking.
there were many things that i truly miss.
n everyday i hope that i can get it back.
but i have no idea how.what to do.to get it back.
its just this regret right inside me.that still feels so heavy till this day.
i hope something would happen this year.to change e situation
it might just be a baby step.but it is still a step.
we cant all avoid each other forever,can we.?

many things happened.
nothing to special that made me happy.
nothing in particular that i would want to keep in my happy memories
but there are definitely a lot of things that i hope i can 4get.
or throw away.
those memories that would only bring harm.no good.

hasnt any1 felt confused abt their self-identity?
i do.
sometimes i felt like i have changed.
like im different from who i used to be.
i can feel it.but im not sure if e change is good.
or should i be going back to e old me.

so all i want this year is simple.
i just want to be happy.really happy.
live life to the fullest.
enjoy myself every minute in any ways possible.
start things afresh.on a brand new page.

jiasylvia
mistakened identity
sometimes i wonder.
why

2009-12-27T12:27:00.007+08:00

爱情对女生来说，

就像是在捡石头。

在爱情的路上，

我们每一个人，

都在找一颗适合自己的石头。

有时候会觉得好像找到了，

可是心里面又会想着，

是不是后面还会有一颗

更好的石头。

虽然我现在还不知道

我要用什么方法

才能找到一颗适合我的石头

可是我很清楚的知道，

哪些石头不会是我想要的。。。。

mistakened identity
jiasylvia

2009-11-19T23:44:00.005+08:00

eeyore fanatics!!!!!

jun rong's stoot hand in my face!

haven been blogging for nearly a month..
so decided tt mayb i should just write something down during this one week short break.
been so lazy to even pen down my thoughts nowadays....
seriously considering whether i should permanently take down my blog.
for good....
life just goes by so fast everyday,
its hard to keep track of where u have been, or who u have been w...

my life isnt all tt exciting..
went SAM with some classmates.
cos of sch stuff..
thought it was quite interesting.always been quite a fan of museums since young.(:
some more this time it was free!
n by coincidence, caught 戴阳天 filming the new channel 8 blockbuster "当我们同在一起”
managed to catch my sisters keeper with the others.
didnt cry..as usual.mayb im just not sentimental.
but e weird thing is....i cried while watching the 30 sec trailer..
weird huh....
everyone went teary, except for me n shimin.as per usual.
n one girl was going breathless in the cinema...i guess she cried too hard...hushh!relax!

oh n!!!!of cos...the kusu trip with the lifeguards corp.
it was cool.n it was really fun..
got to know more of the ppl there..
1st time going kusu too..
the island itself is kinda small..n boring actually..
hahas....
but overall it was a great experience...although my sore throat did worsen after tt....
it was worth missing halloween horrors for tt..(:
hope tt next yr can go successfully!!!
n mayb w raco and her free pass!(:

i think life's becoming such a routine its boring..
sch, training, piano,projects, assignments, sch, training,........
where is my shopping?!
WHERE ARE MY HOLIDAYS!?
when is christmas coming!?

soo loving the sunglasses and sunhat from DOLLY MAG!
(:
it was def a great decision to buy it

living life one step at a time

mistakened identity
jiasylvia

so giving up on gossip girl.
its getting boring.
just like my life.
god, i need some entertainment.

cant wait for new moon!!!!!
taylor lautner!!!!!
he's hotter then rob pat!!!

2009-10-24T17:38:00.014+08:00

don really felt like blogging..
although theres lots of pics to publish this time...
one week of sch just passed..
lots of assignments coming up...its all making me feel so anxious alr.
ok...enuf of sch..its a sat n i wanna relax.

went out w vivian last week.to eat laksa at bugis.
n tried out e mixed fruit ice at ICE MONSTER.
it was delicious.!!!(:
gosh i really feel like eating it now.!
but i seriously have to cut down on these sweet and fattening stuff..!
its soooo sinful.

had a great time during karaoke session with lisa,bernice,vinlee and xingfen.
ill let e pics do e talking.
im rather lazy to blog...

i can alr see a busy week coming up....
its gonna be hectic...!!!T.T
pls pray for me tt i can get through all of these.n survive!

darn...i feel so upset and disappointed now.
looks like i wont be going halloween horrors after all.
am going KUSU island w the LGC next sat n sun.....
gosh.!how can i be missing out on free passes to halloween horrors!!!!
darn...n its alr e last week..!!!!!!!!
SHIT.!

mistakened identity
jiasylvia

that night
i dreamt abt you
in my dreams we were so happy.
it really seemed like we belonged together.
but when i woke up.
all i could feel
was my heart , piercing with pain
and tears
running down my cheeks.

2009-10-15T19:20:00.005+08:00

worked till 10 ystd..
slept at 2 in e morning.
n woke up at 9 plus..
now im feeling really lethargic.
n sleepy....
i was chatting w vivian on e phone just now..
for an hour or so
just to keep her entertained while she worked.....
n we were talking so much about 慧慈
OH MY GOD.!it was so funny!!!!

慧慈 is def our idol.!
hahas....!
and her BABY!!!e dog with only one eye....eerie huh.!
这是我的BABY！你ENGLISH 不会念哦！
MYGOD！
THANK YOU VERY MUUCCHHH！
讨厌了！
你逊毙了！
王世贤！！！
YES THANK YOU！
哈咯！！！！！

tts all i can rmb of her main lines..!
hahas...
just to make vivian laugh in front of her laptop.>!
im sure hoho would love this post to bits.!

mistakened identity
jiasylvia
i want my pay.
n 22.80 back now!

2009-10-09T12:49:00.008+08:00

i gotta make this quick...really quick...
cos im suppose to meet ht at 2 for pastamania meal!!!!
i suddenly had a craving...n asked her to go w mi..!(:
so nice of her to say yes.

went to watch FAME with bernice,lisa,xingfen,vinlee n rachel..
i was late..as usual.>!bad habit tt i always wanted to kick...
but couldnt.....
FAME.
it was nice..n inspirational...
go after yr dreams...n unleash yr true potential..
believe in yrself n u would succeed.
after e movie..
walked arnd fast east for a while b4 heading back to sch...
which i was also late..darn..
can i stop being late..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok...LGC'S mooncake fest celebration was actually quite fun..!
i had fun during e bonding games..which was refreshing..cos i didnt play those games b4 in other camps.
n rebecca brought mooncakes for all of us...but in e end we didnt take a bite....
e most horrendous thing was playing e sparkles haojie brought...at guess where..?
roadside..!outside sch..!
1st ever time in my life.!
took some pics..!but have to wait for lazy bum bum rebecca to upload.
hahas..!(:
i reached home at 12 tt day..!totally late...my dad was showing black face..!
who ask rebecca n haojie kept persuading me to stay!!!!
n until now then i realise tt haojie has a super persuasive face..
ppl cant say no to him....or else they would feel guilty..!like me.....

actually planend on going to Marina Barrage w e S&W ppl..
but stoot derrick couldnt make it on sat cos of work.>!
hais..
darn..
i think we have to reschedule..!
n oh ya..
rebecca how abt our hort park "adventure"?
n whose in for swimmming training nxt week..?

mistakened identity
jiasylvia

YEA!!!mummy's coming back on sun!!!!(:

why don u understand..?
there would never be anything between us..
not even friendship

2009-10-05T00:08:00.008+08:00

this week more or less passed by in a blur...
after work at swissotel i was practically free to go out almost everyday...
just tt im going bankrupt very soon..!T.T
but i realized tt staying at home rotting isnt tt bad a thing..!
i discovered my amazing love for hong kong dramas.>!(:
n i managed to finish e whole series within a matter of days.!(:
i mean its not shocking i noe.
EVERYONE noes im a drama fanatic..which i think is a great thing.!hahas.
wanna noe which drama is worth watching..?feel free to ask me!

ok..im not tt much of a rot....
dropped by funan on sat to collect my lappie.
n went to pay lisa a visit at her working place.
to surprisingly chance upon jet working at e same level as her.!!!
lisa was literally irritating me all e while..!
hahas i guess she's too bored out of work.....n its gd tt im there to provide entertainment.
i was totaly grossed out by wat she told me..!...GOSH!cant believe tt there;s actually tt kinda psycho!...
was forced to take webcam with her.ok..whatever makes her happie.

ok i gtg now.watch tv till my hair dries.which i donno when is tt gonna be..LOL.

gonna watch fame tmr..n im going for LGC's mooncake festival 2mr!
felt so guilty for skipping training last wed.!
so i have to be more active now!(:

mummy's going hk in e morning.
for a week.>!no homecooked meal for 7 days!T.T
will miss you!(:
have a safe journey!(:n enjoy yrself ya!!!!

hope joy likes her bdae present!(:
oh gosh....
reminds me of ht's present!
...buy for u when we meet up ya!(:

mistakened identity
jiasylvia

2009-09-28T22:48:00.012+08:00

INK WORKING FRIENDS!(:

its 11.03pm...to me e night is still young..
considering tt i have worked continuously for e last 3 days..!
n living a life opposite others..
by reaching home in e wee hours of by far latest...5am...
it has been an overall totally new experience working at places like bars...
surprisingly although it has been tiring...but i kinda really enjoyed e experience..
all the staffs at both new asia bar n ink club bar has been really nice..
ermm..majority i guess...
e worse thing was on e 1st very day....
we got stuck in e elevator w many others...
for 30 mins or so at level 45...i think e hotel should seriously change their staff lift..
n those foreigners treat alcohol like water..
judging by e amount of glasses waiting for us to wash n wipe..
n looking at drunk ppl personally...its scary.!
they r totally in their own world..n coming up asking for numbers,accompanying them to dance n drink champagne...(durian for champagne?.we should have asked.LOL)
although i gotta admit they were all really HOT!(:

new asia bar was all e way up at level 71..so i had e opportunity to catch a glimpse of e F1 racing right below..!!!!(:
i really liked working there...would def go back if i have e opportunity(:
oh ya...1st time helping out e bartender..it was fun...
i learnt how to mix some simple drinks..n i realized tt even simply pouring beer has its methods...
may was really nice to be teaching me...(:

now with e hectic days gone..i feel kinda restless...
might just continue taking up part time job from tcc..
was feeling so sian tt i skipped LGC training 2dae..
i think coach must be fuming now!!!!...
sorry man..but my legs were suffering muscle cramps..from standing too long..
wed must def go...cos i really need to move my muscles!
pics with ink club bar peeps would be posted soon!(:
gosh i loved e F1 cap!!!!!!!how i wished i could bring it back!

i don even noe where i went through so much trouble when tt person did not even appreciate it..
honestly im pissed off..im not going to deny it...
when i wasted my time n tire myself even more..for NOTHING.

mistakened identity
jiasylvia
i wanna watch fame!

why don u understand!!!!!!
gosh...haven i made myself clear enuf..?!
this is ridiculous.

2009-09-22T23:33:00.003+08:00

im starting to give up on my blog..
its dying i noe..
but theres just too many things tt i cant talk about here..
too bad tts e way of blogs..theres no privacy
u never noe whose gonna read wth u write here..
gossip n trouble spreads like wildfire..better restrain myself from firing here n using words of unwisdom...
cos who noes....?next day ppl might c mi in a different light..
i have learnt from past experiences to keep things to myself..

been on hols..just kept going out...
trying to find job but didnt manage..
hopefully 2mr would be lucky...
been going for LGC training..n camp.
got back results.
thought it was alright..but not perfect..
could have done better..
would def strive harder next time!(:
another thing..happy birthday to ht too..
didnt manage to get yr present..
so sorry!!!would get u a belated one ya!

sorry...but...i just had to make myself clear.
before it becomes worse.

mistakened identity
jias

my mind is in a whirlwind.

2009-08-31T23:33:00.003+08:00

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!..oh well...watever..
who cares abt teachers day anw...
main thing on my mind is to visit frens n do some catching up..tts all.
i went back to whitley..which was a bad decision.
bcos once i reached the school gate..
there stood a grumpy,sickening security guard..
stopping us from getting in...
BCOS!..i had slippers on..WTFH!.get tt straight!
we are EX-STUDENTS n we don have to b attire appropriate!.
n e main thing is.i donno why they have to ban these n tt..
its senseless..n useless.
in the end..dong gua n jolene had to take shoes frm viv and jolynn
in order to get us in...
by e bloody time i get into the hall..the concert was alr ending..
oh welll..seems like coming back did start on a wrong note.
furthermore,,the amount of ppl tt came back was PATHETIC.
i ended up bonding with those whom i alr quite close w.
n unfortunately,i 4got a couple of ppl's name..
n there were a bunch of ppl whom i knew..
but didnt go up n say hi to.
some didnt recognise me..cos they said i change alot..
which i think i didnt at all..
the whole afternoon passed in a whiz..n everything was over..
so conclusion:not going back next yr.
reason:needless to say, unmeaningful n complete waste of time..

mistakened identity
jias

feeling freaking tired..
training kinda sucked.
n so not looking 4ward to training on wed.
somebody save me!

2009-08-05T22:19:00.004+08:00

好难过哦！真的忍不住心里的感伤了。
我真的不法相信模范棒棒堂就这样结束了。必竟看了三年，也有了感情，没想到会有这么一天的到来。
原本以为也许以后又会重新播出，但看着弟弟们真情留露的感谢和告别词，我才领悟这一切都是真的。
看着弟弟们哽咽的表情，我不由自主地哭了。
这三年来，他们付出的努力和心血是大家有目共睹。
为了呈现出完美的表演，不眠不休，渐渐的大家都成为了好兄弟。
但我相信是所有弟弟们永远都会记得的这几年来的风风雨雨，点点滴滴，还有他们共患难的时光。
虽然模范棒棒堂已经告一段落了，但还是希望能有一天看到它的归来。
也希望所有的弟弟们能够继续努力，往他们的梦想迈进，永远继续棒棒堂的精神！

敖犬!最喜欢你了！这三年来担任班长压力一定不小，但你说付出的一切大家都很感动。希望你能带领棒棒堂的其他五个男孩一起创出自己的一片天！
威廉！你的阳光般的笑容是大家的推动力哦！跟着我的tempo！（：
小煜！rock风格超级帅的！坚持你的性格继续rock！！！
阿偉！大风车是大家都会怀念的！
王子！没想到那俊俏的外表下还可以KUSO真是不简单啊！
小傑！你的舞步都有渐渐的进步，大家都有看到你的成长！

棒棒堂加油！
超克七加油！
模仿棒棒堂永不退堂。

2009-07-18T16:08:00.008+08:00

Wed was BCE day, which I obviously didn’t like at all,
since it just so happens to be ITA e learning.
im just super not into these IT stuff, especially all those dreamwaver functions which I never even used before, or heard b4 in my life.
ok..call me IT noob..luckily I had Bernice help w all the assignments.
thanks a lot Bernice!

all else I would b staring at the screen at home, totally helpless abt spry.
had a fun time camwhoring, but at one point I was so totally bored tt I was falling asleep, n it doesn’t help tt Bernice room has the nicest air conditioning.
bernice was looking 4 ppl we could webcam w,only lisa responded
but she went offline shortly after,
followed by the dozen failed calls to Elizabeth
I was alr rotting there, until I suggested playing karaokeparty.
which was actually even worse then rotting, bcos the site has this freaking prob, n we found ourselves singing songs which we don even like in the 1st place.
then we came up with a brilliant idea of “writing” our own song!
n it was funny to try teaching bernice the tune n melody of the song,
like teaching a ang-moh Chinese like tt.hahas

The previous days have been great,
attachment n everything(:…did I mention a cute malay boy turned up for class on thurs! n I never seen him b4, bcos he only comes a few times every month….but he’s soSOSOSOSO cute!!! I seriously feel like bringing him home!!!!!!!!!!(:

just watched harry potter ystd
n im freaking upset now.
to be honest, it was a HUGE disappointment.
Compared to the book..it was def a far cry..
Gosh if u have read the book n watched e movie..u would realized tt they missed out tons of stuff frm the book, which was practically the most crucial parts..!!!!!!!DARN
I waited for 2 yrs n they gave me such crap...
to imagine tt I was actually so excited to catch the show, which turn out to be rather horrendous, nothing compared to the previous installments.
ok. Enuf of these stupid harry potter disappointment. It was at least great tt I got to catch it w jo n ht…
although now I was having second thoughts of whether I should watch it again w my sis. Since Im not e one paying anw.
but at least the time ystd was quite well spent,
n every1 just spoke about e probs they r having now n everything.
seems like all of us doesn’t seem to be really adapting well w our new life…
I noe we cant just b struck in the past, but sometimes its just unavoidable,…..
im really looking 4ward to the celebration of my cousin frances’s 1st bdae 2mr. its gonna be fun!!!
Im going to take lots of pics with her!(:

mistakened identity
jias..hope that life could be better.

2009-07-12T22:47:00.007+08:00

ok..im like writing this for the 2nd time..
bcos of some lame shit problem blogger had.
life has been passing in a blur.
i feel so no life now..
its just projects and assignments everyday.
its really starting to get to me..
n i wonder why i don even feel like updating on my life.
or my watever so-calledlife...
if u call what im living now a life..at all.
i cant even rmb how i spent my days since the last time i updated my blog..
just rmbed watching transformers n meeting up with this idiotic incident.
some guys,,seriously are so ungentlemanly..n asshole.
rmb chatting with joseph in class one day..
was really nice catching up with fren,..n we started talking abt whitley n everything..really made me miss whitley life..
i noe.i kept mentioning it.when it has alr been over half a yr since i left tt place.
but i cant help myself but miss life n ppl there.
hais..i guess theres no point in thinking abt tt now.;
im just feeling so lethagic now.n i don even feel like going to sch 2mr.
gosh..im getting super whiny

darn it i nid a life!

mistakened identity
jias.

harry potter n the half blood prince!>!
whose keen of watching with me!?

2009-06-30T23:27:00.003+08:00

just to keep this short,
cos i really feel like sleeping now.
zzzzz..had a long day 2dae..n didnt have swimming!.hais.

for the whole 2 weeks hol i think i really made gd use of it,
i mean catching up with oldfrens.
manage to squeeze some time out to hang with clique.last fri
was woken up with my mum with the newspaper telling me micheal jackson passed away.
honestly saying i wasnt shocked.
anything can happen.u would never noe.
oh n my sis wannted to get mj's cd @ HMV. but guess wat,,?its sold out..!
but he was indeed a great musician..a great entertainer.
n a international icon..i mean who doesnt noe mj?i think even a child in pri sch noes.
ya n my mum spent the whole of sat noon watching mj's music videos on mtv.,with my sis...
ok back to fri ya.
was actually planning on going for transformers movie.
but,,,..upsettingly..when we reached the cinema at marina square at 12plus.
all the shows from 6 on wards till midnight were selling fast alr..most likely fully booked.!
n all the seatings for shows @ 5 plus are horrendous.
so we ended up likea bunch of poor souls n walked arnd the mall.
which is darn boring.n just the same old shit.
but still i managed to buy some tees from dorothy perkins.
n did i mention i bumped into petrina at club marc.
so shocked.
n u should have seen her hair.,
its super style.n its diy.
i truly admire ppl who can diy stuff.
cos i super cant..diy is not for sijia.

the main highlight.or rather the only highlight was the boarding the sporeflyer.
for the 1st time.
kkaes i now tt huge wheel has been there for a long time.
im nood to only take it now.
but its was quite a good bargain with the student prices of only$10
(erm..if u r thinking of going now while u r reading this,,..really sorry to ruin yr wonderful mood,,but last fri was the freaking last day.)
it wasnt really fantastic.n it didnt really feel like topoftheworld
n spore's scenery is just... boredom..
nothing fansinating.just buildings.
n the stadium looks ridiculously small from the highest point.
i wouldnt even board it if its without the discounted price.
def not worth more than10 bucks.

i had a great time during the hols.
although im getting lots of naggin from beloved mum for going out so often.
but i still didnt manage to meet up with lots of other ppl.
so hopefully next time will have the chance.!(:

mistakened identity
jias.

did u c the ayg opening creamony..?it was PATHETIC.my parents were shaking their heads at the actual amt of ppl present.
sometimes the media just loves to exxagerate...

2009-06-14T22:27:00.002+08:00

ATTENTION TO CLASS TO5!!!
there will be a movie outing coming up...
n we will b watching the movie mentioned above!

date:25th june(thurs)
time:12.30
venue:dhoby ghaut mrt station

we will be having lunch before the movie..!
n we will watch the movie either at gv plaza or cathay!(:

so pls tell me whether u r coming or not!
though i really hope all of u can come!
the more the merrier!(:
n pls let mi noe if theres any difficulties regarding the arrangements made.
n i will try to come up with something(:

mistakened identity
jias

hope to hear from all u guys soon!(:

2009-06-13T18:33:00.005+08:00

hahas(:....
haven been taking pics...so ya...there's nothing much to upload.
im currently on holiday!!!
..ermm ok...but i still have projects to do...but both r grp ones..so i think it will b quite easy to finish!!!(:./.
thurs went out with bernice,elizabeth,lisa,shimin,xingfen and vinlee.!
n we watched 'dance subaru'!(:..it was FAB!
luckily i went..!..hahas more like luckily bernice asked mi along..!big thanks!(: there were various parts tt were really touching..
i did really feel like tearin..but in the end i didnt..and the others said i was un-emotional.. but..hais...i cant cry i oso no choice...
after tt we went on to try this small cafe at lucky plaza!!!.. its really cool...the food was nice..the place was nice..
n most of all the owner was super nice!(:
i think we are definitely going there again!(:/
i had two days of straight fun.went out with panda and dong gua on fri.. hahas... haven seen dong gua so long.. kinda miss her nonscence.
had a darn pissing off incident in the mrt with a sulky, grumpy old man.
but he didnt manage to downcast our day..
we still had a great time catching up and talking abt sec sch days in gelaro cafe. (:(:
...don worry too much...things will turn out fine!(:...

mistakened identity jias.
there's no sparks.

2009-06-02T19:37:00.004+08:00

(:...
no pics for 2dae...
just really wanna say a big thank you to TO5 of the HUGE doraemon u guys gave mi!!!(:
i really love it..

n oso specially to bernice for going to buy it and still having to cab home after tt cos it was just 2 big,,
hahas..!thanks..love ya....LA!(:
i would take a pic of it when i have the time!!(:....i totally cant imagine luo tai and chen tai actually named my doraemon after their husbands..xiang xi...ehh what kind of name is tt..?///i would much rather call it au quan!(:or minho!(:

n additional.going home 2dae with bernice saw this pair of lesbians kissing away n ahhhh!!!!i just cant stand it,..at the same time its free show and some what entertaining in a way but oso disturbing..u should have seen it for yrselves ppl..realli...!!!!OMG.!
N YUPPS.
realli gotta go back n discuss my PBL project..!
so looking 4ward to holidays!(:
n to those who r so stressed out over all the assignments n the child devt stuff..DON STRESS OUT KKAES!!!(:
you guys can do it!!!(:
don upset la..or else i will feel upset too!!!(:
must smile n b happy kkaes ppl!(:

mistakened identity.
jias

is it going to become something more than just this.?

2009-05-27T19:49:00.004+08:00

i mean how can u don fall in love with this song!!!!(:
i think if bernice or fidelia is reading this right now they will be screaming SHINee out loud.!!!!( i can totally imagine tt.)
hahas(: this week is e learning week. but don mistaken its not holidays ppl!!!my class still has lots of assignments to do...n e one i hate the most is ita's access and excel. every1 noes im a dian niao baichi. luckily i only have some stuff left to do...
have been listening to "replay" on replay mode for the whole of 2dae after coming home from funan to fix my lappie.
hais...still must wait till sun for my lappie to be ok..hopefully by sun can le!!!
thanks lisa!!!for accompany mi!!!!(:
seen marcus again on tues...hahas..its really weird seeing pri sch mates..
n it doesnt help at all with lisa screaming "sijia's fren" in the bus..
i was shocked when he reacted.
hahas....(:

finished watching gossip girl 2dae!!!!
so happy chuck and blair ended up 2gether.
cant wait for season 3 to start!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it getting more n more exciting..!

mistakened identity
jias

am i going insane for thinking this way..?

2009-05-21T15:40:00.005+08:00

thanks germaine for that surprise you planned for mi!!!(:
love ya!
i turned 17 2 days ago..
gosh i feel old...whenever i tell others i feel old they will scold mi n say im crazy, ya,,im crazy,,only i think tt being 17 is old...
how i heop 2 stay 16 for sometime longer...
every yr i will def write an entry on my bdae...but never thought tt this yr's bdae will b rushing assignments and everything....
just wanna realli thank everyone who wished mi happy bdae,,
those who gave me presents 2!!!(:n those who say they r preparing mine...
im excited to noe what it will b..i noe some of u ppl, my frens r busy with sch stuff so a little late is perfectly alright..!(:
thanks to T05 who sang mi numerous times of bdae song,,it was realli embarrassing to have everyone looking at us,,,but still thanks alot.love ya all!(:
enuf of my bdae..it keeps reminding mi im 17..which is not a good thing.

so ya..2dae was attachment day again,
i always look 4ward to attachment days cos playing with those kids is juz so enjoyable,although tiring at the same time.
the media came to the centre 2dae to report and the minister came too..
it was realli crowded in the morning and hactic at the same time to keep the kids cooperative.
2dae ended in a tiring but still happy note..
my arm is stilling aching a bit from the jab just now.
so gonna rest for now.
chiaos

mistakened identity
jias

i thought u were all i wanted....but i guess i was wrong

2009-05-14T19:12:00.004+08:00

attachment day!!!(:i really love thurs..always looking 2ward to going for attachments!!(:the kids r so cute!!!(:so adorable!!
2dae e kids had outdoor activity..n e nursery n playgroup kids played hide and seek.
although i wasnt play i felt tired.
hahas(;
after hanging arnd with bernice.vinlee and xingfen 4 awhile
went to meet agnes later(:
finally set on a time to meet up!haven seen her in ages!.
n we saw nic working @ gv @ j8...he only gets off @ 10 so we could not hang out with him,..
n agnes...ok i shall not bring up the incident or else agnes will feel depressed again...
after eating @ piZza hut juz walk walk arnd..
n had a huge laugh @ potong pasir busstop abt chicken rice,longans,bubble tea and durians...i think everyone must be staring @ us!!!opps.
n surprisingly saw grace!!!n she n agnes juzt totally went crazy..
totally went bonkers lo...
hahas
2dae was realli fun...i love gathering up with old frens!!!
we should go out often kkaes!!
those i haven been seeing a while esp!

mistakened identity
jias
why is the darn gossip girl not working.!!!!!
going crazy

2009-05-13T19:01:00.002+08:00

im back on gossip girl..e storyline is getting interesting.
n i finally started watching 90210..
school's been fine..but projects r getting on realli fast..
gosh!!we have like 4 projects in our hands now..
plus thurs is attachment day..i love being there n interacting with those kids
but its the reflection tt is keeping mi worried.
i have no idea how am i going to start on my 500 word essay.
the dates juz keep reminding mi tt my bdae is coming..but i wanna stay 16..!!
mayb its juz mi but 16 n 17 seems like such a huge gap...
i feel old!!!
T.T..
everyday is like so routine..
go to sch..after sch go home.then e same thing again nxt day
i nid some excitement in my life.

mistakened identity
jias
my mind is in a whirlwind

2009-05-05T09:45:00.003+08:00

hahas..juz took some very random pics.rachel suggested we use 2 burst function and started punching 2wards the screen.which ended up with this realli funny pics..
e others r way 2 unglam so i didnt post it up..hahas!!
having written comm lesson now!!realli feel like sleeping.
hope it doesnt rain later so tt we can swim 4 s&w!!!(:
tts all i have 4 now...
wait til my life gets more exciting then i will blog something.
or else u ppl will b bored 2 death.,
(:
byes..chiaos.
90210's ty is so dashing!!(:

mistakened identity
jias
turning 17 soon!.n so not looking 4ward to it.

2009-05-03T16:54:00.019+08:00

happy belated birthday to xiao hui!!!(:
we were supposed 2 celebrate on 30th april which was her actual bdae.but end up i had a last min briefing for my attachment in sch @ 6pm!!so they have 2 postpone bcos of mi..!sorry girls!
end up..e briefing was realli bo liao.nothing much @ all..

but still we enjoyed ourselves on fri!!(:
we took like 4ever to finally decide wat 2 eat.n we ordered so much by the end of it all our stomachs were bloated.
doesnt those dishes look so mouth watering?joanne's bbq ribs were in a huge mess.
all of us were trying 2 help her get the meat out n resulted in that,.
i think e new york*2 waitress must b wondering when will these girls finally go..
cos we sit there 4 3 hrs plus and made lots of noise..laughing and messing arnd taking pics.everyone was looking @ us like we were crazy..hahas.
coincidently we bought e same cake tt her coursemates bought her on her bdae.
but luckily she didnt realli eat e cake they bought her cos it was mostly used 4 smashing.
e chocolate was seriously heavenly!!i loved it..although they all thought it was 2 sweet,
there will b more pics 2 come.cos i haven got xh's share.
we took like a zillion pics.
this is only a small fraction.

these times r so wonderful.
i hope tt we would stay best friends forever!!!

mistakened identity
jias...MY BDAE IS COMING!!!(:

TY IS SO DASHING!!!

2009-04-25T19:12:00.003+08:00

one week of poly has passed..
n im still not used 2 it..its realli so diff from whitley..n it juz makes mi miss whitley even more.
ystd was speech day
sch ended @ 11am ystd n i hanged arnd with poly mates @ library after ZP msged 2 say he suddenly had sch..for e whole day..so plans had 2 b rearranged

then after went 2 meet nic @ j8..n i was late..!
took e bus back 2 sch for e speech day ceremony.
actually didnt wanna go back.cos thought it was quite troublsome but still went anyways.since i have 2 take e award..
was glad i went,..had e chance 2 c some of my frens n noe how they have been n wat they r doin now...it was great chit chatting n it seems like time have rewinded back 2 those good old sec sch days.
speech day ended surprisingly early this yr n ying ling couldnt make it back in time 4 e awards thing..
had some pics taken with some frens @ e gb room n took my 100% attendance award.
i didnt even noe i had 100% attendance in e 1st place.
n everyone started telling mi.."wa!!sijia u suddenly so tall!!u grow taller le orh!!"
in fact i was juz wearing high heels...
n some didnt even recognise mi..
starting with danial @ e busstop.
n deon had 2 stare n mi 4 a while 2 noe it was mi when i called him @ a distance
do i realli look diff..?i dont right..!
n yi mun even said i look like a teacher!!!!do i look tt old!?!

all of us left after e concert thing
tamlyn,ah booz,valerie,regina,xiao hui,regina,jing xiang,aaron,mi went 2 cafe cartel 2 eat cos manhatten fish market was totally overcrowded.
mi,ah mok and wei xuan ordered e same thing n e portion is so little!n e "spagetti"looks n taste like maggi,...no its tasteless.

had a great time talking to xh abt relationships n our perspective of it.
its great tt finally i found some1 who has e same set of thinking as mi..
its such an awesome thing 2 have some1 who thinks e same as u n agrees with u..
so tt u can exchange opinions with each other n share various experience.
i would never tell any1 else abt wat i think abt this issue.
ppl will think im crazy,.unbelievable...n watever else.
e was fun chit chatting as out minds think so much alike.
we would keep nodding our heads in agreement n laugh while high-fiving *5
we should meet up always n chit chat abt more other stuff kkaes!!(:
i would really look forward to tt.!!

after hanging arnd at popular everyone parted ways..
donno until when then i can c them again!
once in a while gathering would b awesome!(:

pics will b uploaded once i get them from jessie!(:

Thank you so much glenn!!
you r the best brother!
i love e present u gave mi!!(:
how do u noe i love wearing ear studs!(:
i would wear e pair u gave mi everyday..!hahas(:

mistakened identity
jias
i miss whitley..esp my frens!

2009-04-20T18:29:00.003+08:00

keeping this short.
2dae was sch open...one word..tiring..
everything is hactic.theres so many things going on.
my eyes r closing.feel like sleeping.
n ya.2mr's timetable ends @ 5..!darn.
ok tts all i have 4 u ppl.
poly life is boring.
don think its relaxing.
cos its not at all..
how i miss sec sch life.
treasure those times ppl.
there wont b another time.

willb going back whitley on fri 4 speech day.
so,,,will b seeing some juniors..get some last feeling of sec sch.
fri's gonna b so hactic.
sec ends @ 11am n meeting ZP 4 swim then speech day,.
gosh i feel i don have enuf time.
chiaos..till donno when.

mistakened identity
jias
im so losted,,n unhappy

2009-04-06T18:48:00.002+08:00

OK..lets keep this short and sweet.
hopefully.
changed my blogskin..again..although i was pretty happy with e old one..
but something went wrong with it..
it took mi so long 2 finally decide on using this..although its not e greatest but i like it alot..
my sis will b back frm hk in abt i think 3 hrs time..hopefully she bought some nice things back 4 mi~~
mom n dad r in boring malaysia now..
im like living a no life now!!!
went 2 e grand hyatt sale with bro on sat..n we came back empty handed!!!!
it was so crowded every1 was pushing arnd n i had 2 say sorry a couple of times 4 stepping on ppl's foots...
e clothes were everywhere n messy like a dog nest..
we eventually gave up n went home instead..
on e mrt saw some juniors surprisingly..n got 2 noe some stuff abt whitley..
it seems like 4ever since i graduated from whitley..
e feeling is juz weird..i haven come 2 overcome it..

gotta log off now...
com shuts down by itself @ 7...
another ep of the city!
here i am...whitney is so beautiful!.

mistakened identity
jias

let the past b bygones
stored as memories in our hearts

2009-04-03T12:37:00.002+08:00

isnt the doraemon n pikachu cute?!(:
took them @ iluma's arcade...
after bowling @ farrer park
decided 2 catch '12 rounds' with xh,ht,hx,jo ystd...@ iluma again..cos lesser ppl we can scream more if something explodes
it was realli nice show..every part of it was exciting and fascinating..
so i didnt get one tiny bit how did hx fren actually fell asleep in e cinema..
when every bit there was screaming,bomb explosions n broken glass.
but i totally admit i was attracted 2 e show hugely becos of john cena.
hahas..
xh came back frm hk a few days ago n she bought something back 4 e each of us...
which was realli nice of her..thanks alot!
she bought me this doraemon thing..pretty cute stuff..
but my mum ended up using it..

as usual we ended up cing some weird ppl on e streets..like this old lady.easily in her 60s wearing a short spagetti dress n had her hair up in e ponytail..
she looked easily in her 20s with her back faced towards us,,
but when she turnred..
we were like..OMG~!

looking 4wrd 2 hanging out with them some other time....!(;
mayb we could c some more even weirder weirdos..tt will b interesting

e house is gonna b so empty..
my sis is in hk now..n will b back on mon..
mum n dad goin malaysia on mon...
so i guess tt means im pretty free this few days now.!
more me time i guess.

oh ya...n happy birthday 2 my cousin sq!
turin 18 2mr(:

mistakened identity
jias.

just one spray n u can kiss anyone's ass...

2009-03-28T17:24:00.004+08:00

aha...just some more of e pics we took e last time we went esplanade...
e neon light statues made into various diff music instruments were realli cool..
esp of cos e piano..!(:
i went panda's house on thurs..2 photocopy my piano scores..
n managed 2 find 2 of them which is considered alr good enuf..
so i my fingers got itchy n went 2 play harry potter on panda's wii again..
it was super fun!(:i la-vuuuuuuuuu harry potter..
like wat cherlynn always say
did i say i was goin 2 watch e whole harry potter series again b4 e half blood prince comes out in july,?
ok tts exactly wat im goin 2 do..
panda says i'm crazy.i can like actually memorize most parts of all e movies..

went shopping with ht n hx ystd @ ps..
managed 2 buy 2 polo tees from baleno n jeans @ giordano..
overall ht was e one who bought e most stuff..
n until now i still couldnt decide if i wanna buy tt purple polo tee frm NET
n tt blue tee from cotton on..
but we all went back with something..
n i bumped into jessie @ cotton on with 2 of her outside frens
n chit chatted 4 a while..
then went with hx n ht 2 eat n our old favourite place.just acia.
n saw my fren..ermm ya i think i consider him as fren...xing wei there with his frens.
n they were making hell of a noise...
i didnt even bother going up 2 say hi..so ya juz acted like i didnt noe him.
then headed 2 e samsung outlet 2 settle ht's memory cards stuff
n jessie,dong gua n jolene came 2 meet us,..
so shopped arnd with them @ 2 realli cool shops tt sells figurines..some life sized onces..selling @ thousand over dollars..
n e chulky doll is scary!!!
after tt they went 2 eat dinner @ thai express n e other 3 of us went 2 collect my jeans from alteration
n shockingly ran into amanda on our way 2 NET..
bumping into so many ppl in one day..

i donno why but everytime when i go out i will c very funny stuff..
like this time we saw 3 sch girls tying up their hair in ponytails so high tt e bended all e way in front n covered their faces..
better don come out @ night n scare small little kids..or else they will scream n cry 4 mommy...
some ppl realli have weird fashion sense sometimes..
can't b bothered..
i still have some stuff on my shopping list i haven purchase
so gonna go out again on tues..n oso check out iluma @ bugis..
c if there's any opening discounts there!(:

chatting with aloy just now..
hahas haven seen him in a long time..!
was fun chatting
didnt noe timo went back hk..
n bb n gb r not enrollment 2gether anymore..
which is juz realli weird..
hope tt e mess will b recovered..
gb n bb r like siblings right...
enrollment without each other will b so weird
hope tt everything will b settled soon!(:

mistakened identity
jias

i had a horrible dream last night
n thinking of tt person makes my hair stand....

2009-03-25T17:38:00.002+08:00

hi hi im back alr...
i went 2 catch departures ystd and it was brillant...
but @ various parts i realli felt like crying..
esp since its a movie all abt life and death...
i didnt cry of cos..not like my mum who started sneezing on tissue paper...
i was surprised so many ppl were interested in this movie..
probably by winning e oscars did help alot...

n went 4 swimming again 2dae..as per usual..
n guess who i saw..ronn..so surprised...
n i thought i recognised e wrong person...
imagine if tt happened.?its gonna b so embarrassing.

goin 2 buy some jeans 2mr..mum's been naggin 4 mi 2 buy long pants..
which im not fond of..
but i;ll juz buy a few juz 2 make her happy..
n stop my ears from suffering.

mistakened identity.
jias.
i miss you..granny.

2009-03-24T10:49:00.002+08:00

i have to seriously apologise for what i have written in the previous post regarding ms sandy..and i hope that my words did not influence gb girls to have a negative impression of her,because all those words i wrote previously was hurtful and written @ a point of anger.i have to clarify that there was a serious misunderstanding in the situation at that point and i hope that the two companies can still continue to work together harmoniously and not be affected by the mistake i have made to write those words down.so last but not least,sorry for those words that were so hurtful to you and hope that gb girls can still continue to bond and create even more geninue friendships with each other.

sorry for my actions that affected you personally...
and thanks for listening to my apology and was willing to 4give me for what i've done

mistakened identity
jias

thanks again...
i hope it wasnt too late to apologise...

2009-03-23T16:33:00.008+08:00

still couldnt upload e camp pics.cos i couldnt find my hp wire...
its some where in e corner @ home...wait till i bother 2 find then e pics will b up..
finally..like finally changed my blogskin...its been like wat??1 yr plus...
but..im a it noob...so i have 2 wait till viv gets back frm hk 2 help mi change e colour scheme 4 e posts..
having been able 2 do until like tt..with imeem n stuff is alr my limits le..hahas
or if any1 whose kind enuf 2 help mi...?pls come 4ward.cos i donno when viv will b back..

just changed my com..a brand new desktop!!yea!my bro paid 4 it thoough(:
my siblings say i look like a malay now..seems like my swimming realli did get mi super tanned...
juz simply slacked @ home 2dae..was woken up by e postman who came @ 9 am..
hais...i just decided on this blogskin..i noe it isnt e best but nothing 2 fancy..just simple will do..

watched harry potter 1st instalment again
ok i admit e 11th time.im a huge harry potter fan..
n my sis came back with a whole series of twilight series,,
so i gave it a try n read it..surprisingly it was quite alright..not realli horrible like wat raco n petrina said

n guess wat..jo****a called again 2dae...seriously irritating..
i ddnt pick up e phone @ all..luckily there's caller id
then she called e house phone!..darn..but i was clever enuf not 2 pick up..predicting tt it would def b her..
don test my patience,seriously cant u c tt ppl have no interest being yr fren..?
donno r u juz darn retarded or wat...!
its frustrating when u alr show yr displeasure..n tt person is juz stupid enuf not 2 realise....
2 believe i was kind enuf 2 hear her trash talk n missed 30 mins of"ToGetHer" on channel u.. not worth it,i noe its unbelievable i was so kind n nice..but i have 1 or 2 grace days...consider herself lucky..
call another time i think i would not hesitate 2 scream @ her face.

going 2 watch departed 2mr with mum
non of my frens will appreciate tt kinda movie...
so onli mum have e same cool taste as mi...hahas(:
will b back in a few days 2 upload some pics...(:

mistakened identity
jias

vanishing acts

2009-03-17T10:57:00.005+08:00

my mind is in a whirlwind..!im so confused..i think i have juz lost e ability 2 think..

woke up @ 9.30/..was 2 tired from gb camp ystd./
went 2 gb campsite @ sembawang with vivian n dong gua...
n something hilarious happened during e bus ride 2 campsite..
2 save dg some face this hilarious incident is limited 2 e privacy of 40th coy girls onli...hahas
i better not say it here or else when dong gua sees it she will b screaming like hell.anw.she was e main highlight of e whole camp..as always.

took e chance 2 c those juniors n catch up on some stuff..
2 b honest e camp was realli quite boring..n joining with e 6th coy was even weirder..there were some limitations,,eventhough some of them were realli cool ppl

went bowling with all e other girls n officers @ yishun safra..
n i sux in it..until miss wong came n gave mi a few tips..
now @ least my ball can go till e end n not fall into e drain.
n angeline was so poor thing 2 b bullied by cherlynn n dg,
luckily i came 2 her rescue..so ppl don bully her alr kkaes.!
sis was feeling a little down after tt..but during e bus ride with dg's dirty jokes n sex talk...realli did provide some entertainment.
so don worry...with my counselling u will return 2 yr usual cheerful self!cheer up!(:
took some pics with some juniors which i will upload them when i get a chance.
gotta go watch my taiwan dramas so chiaos 4 now..

mistakened identity
jias
wats e darn problem

2009-03-16T17:27:00.007+08:00

a very failed attempt made by joanne..cant realli blame her,,e guy was walking way 2 fast..mayb rushing off 2 his next sumo wrestling match...

ok this r some of the pics tt were suppose 2 be on my blog ages ago...but onli appearing now bcos of some technical reasons.
i donno why but whenever i go out with my clique we r bond 2 c some of e strangest ppl,there was e dancing yam classic,then this guy with e worse sumo hairstyle u can ever get..(he alr looked pathetic n with tt hairstyle im not even sure if he looks human),n theres e nudity @ chevron house..
it was diff getting e pics so ppl juz bear with it.///..
although it doesnt realli show e hairstyle clearly enuf but i think all u intelligent ppl out there should get an idea of it..

mistakened identity
jias...
when will e time come??
im patiently waiting...

2009-03-12T12:30:00.003+08:00

im living life slowpaced.....
haven been sleeping well..donno why,...
been dreaming bizzare dreams revolving arnd ships,korean costumes,..i think i should take a break from those korean dramas 4 awhile...
was out almost everyday...went out with ht n hx last fri n took some pcis @ esplanade n those taken by e speed timer were jus hilarious....
will post them up when i get them frm hx..cos my msn is not working 4 donno wat reason,,,.
caught "suspect x" @ marina square...i thought tt show was interesting..uz mayb a little slow paced...but hx might think otherwise..judging from how long she fell asleep in e cinema...
went to panda's house on mon,...2 print some music scores 4 exam...
but in e end only managed 2 find one...
hanged out e whole day playing wii..! e harry potter game is like so fun!!
im a total avid hatty potter fan..i watched e 1st movie like 10 times..!!(serious.i'm not joking)
i was goin on so well then xiao dong gua came...hais...with all her nonsence...
it was alr unbelievable tt she went MI now she even joined basketball..
hope she doesnt get knocked out by e ball 2 often..
hahas...
she was still e same as sec sch days,,
playful,horny n noisy.,..
suddenly make mi miss our gb girls!!(:
mayb i shall go out one of these days 2 check out how they r doin....!
if they welcome mi back tt is.hahas..
saw like so many ppl on e way 2 esther house..
mel,joseph,agnes....
i was arranging my photo album @ home when i realised tt i have 4gotten alot of my juniors name...better make a trip back or else i cant even rmb gb girl's names..
managed 2 catch slumdog millionaire with my mum ystd..cos none of my frens were interested in it..labelling it jus another hollywood crap..
but it was a realli great show...n my mum was making alot of unnecessary sound effects like"omg!!" no!!!" until i had 2 ask her 2 shut up..cos she was covering over e actual movie....
gotta go fill up my memories in my photo album...

mistakened identity
jias

next wed...mayb??

2009-03-01T15:06:00.004+08:00

these few days passed with a wheez...
felt kinda lethargic on fri so called along xh n ht 2 hang out @ my house...
ht have been wanting 2 come 2 my house since like pri 6....its onli until now tt she get 2 come./..
hanged arnd...chit chatted..watched "how 2 lose a guy in 10 days"...eat...
walked out 2 e pasa malam outside 2 buy some barang then went 2 eat @ a nearby desert shop...n chit chatted our time away until 7 plus b4 they headed home...
i feel realli glad tt i saw him again....
luckily i went swimming on fri...
so hanged out chit chatted n trained a few laps b4 parting ways...
but unfortunately i couldn't make it swimming 2dae but
i have a feeling i will definitely c him again next week..!:)

have 2 make a trip 2 esplanade 2mr...hais..
tired...
till then chiaos.!

mistakened identity
jias

2009-02-15T18:15:00.000+08:00

saw this on some1's blog n decided 2 take it,

Your score on this personality test was 53%

Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.

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2009-02-15T17:28:00.006+08:00

ok e only time i go chevron house i have 2 b met with such a 'censored' sight..
hahas..everyone must have seen both of them on tv alr..
ya i noe e photographs r not taken tt nicely cos they were walking realli fast..trying 2 do their job 2 promote IKEA sales..
so ya ppl make do with it.

oh and we ended up goin 2 seoul gardens @ taka 2 eat..
n it was realli uncomfortable..
there was this huge noisy bunch sitting 2 tables away from us..
n announced their conversation 2 e whole world...
annoying...went shopping arnd taka n bought a top @ myphosis..
its realli worth it,,so ppl who haven went there make yr way there right now..!!!

im still so elated i got famous pianist chen jie's autograph!!!
look @ newspaper'LIFE' section i think a few days ago..they did an interview with her..
her concert was great,,,n she even did an encore.
she's so beautiful up close!!!

mistakened identity
jias...
she's my idol!

2009-02-15T16:42:00.003+08:00

URGGH.im exploding!!!gosh my mind is in a total mess now..
couldnt fight e stress ystd n ended up crying..
i donno wat e hell i freaking want..
n bcos of mi crying i ended up getting into a very very long conversation with my mum..n brother who decided to join in.
ok i appreciate their efforts in convincing mi of my situation.
i think it did realli help n im feeling better now..
although i donno wat will trigger off in my brain again.
so ppl do b aware of mi nowadays cos im rather unstable n a bit of mood swings
i hope my current condition will improve 4 e better..

was chatting with raco jus now...
felt realli sad tt my clique is splitting up...
esp my good long fren ht..
so this few days have been goin out with her...scared tt nxt time wont have e chance le.feel like crying again..
hais...i alr told u guys im rather unstable n emotional nowadays.
i think im suffering from a pyschological breakdown.
i think its goin 2 b a lonely 3 yrs from now on..
its realli diff 2 find ppl who would laugh @ e same jokes,talk abt e lamest rubbish.
n not everyone can tolerate my stupid nonsense sometimes.
this yr i made a wish inside mi.
something tt is opposite of wat i wished 4 since i was 13...
i hope it does come true..
although 4 some girls who gets 2 noe wat i wished will think im crazy..
but ya ttts e way i am..

heard frm regina quite alot of whitleyans r goin overseas,,
like lennon,giovanni,shindy..juz 2 name a few..
lucky people./.if i could afford it i would have done so./.
its not like im fond of spore.

lots of whitleyans r goin nyp..i think it will b easy making frens there 4 those goin there...unlike e rest of us in other polys..
but i think ht will have 2 make do with new frens since both of us have some not-so-good relations with some 'other people'..

ok..totally overly enuf of those poly shit..
i think im juz goin 2 flood my mind with everything rainbowly n nice.
hack...n 2 think i had thise bizzare dream abt whitley ystd night..
didnt think i would miss tt place until i could even dream of it 3 nights in a row.
tts realli....unbelievable.

oh ya b4 i go 4 another round of isketch..
belated happy valentine's day to everyone..
no matter r u attached or a singleton like mi...
which i plan 2 b in e 3 yrs in poly....
i don want my brain 2 get jammed with all those annoying stuff
anw...still happy lovers day 2 all people./
n enjoy yr life.eat shit sleep...watever.juz survive

after u read this post..if u think im crazy...i think ur right.
i am in e process of being crazy.
i don even noe wat im writing..
watever...
hack...my mums crying in front of e tv with korean soap dramas on play again..
i think i better hand her a box of tissue...b4 she floods e whole room.
so ciaos.

mistakened identity.
jias

flare up.

2009-02-06T16:20:00.005+08:00

some pics i took during chinese new year..
aint frances and li en cute???

2009-02-06T15:54:00.003+08:00

ok i haven been blogging for the longest time on record...
didnt have e mood 2...nor happen 2 feel like typing..
im getting bored of blogging to b exact...
everyone have been asking mi how i have been n where im goin...
ok im goin 2 ngee ann poly..although i didnt get in e course of my 1st choice but im still content with e one i have now..n am looking 4ward to starting poly..
cos e sooner u start e sooner u end poly life ..
not tt i despise it...juz tt i think its goin 2 b totally diff from sec sch..
which is somewhere i realli miss.
mi n rachel r e only ones e other polys while e others r all goin nyp..
ppl make new frens in new envt..so being alone aint realli tt bad though..
but i donno how will i adapt in e new lifestyle tt poly offers..sometimes it makes me scared of how will i be able to blend in with every1 else.
i do realli hope tt everything turns out fine and well.
but i decided to do another diploma in music so as to b more safeguarded.

i think leaving sec sch has been a realli great step in my life..
everyone r goin diff directions
some jc,others poly,ite or even goin overseas...
2 b honest i think after april starts i think i will b losing those close frens i had for 4 years..although its not tt i want it..its juz impossible not 2..

hais..enuf of tt poly stuff..
was out with joanne and hx ystd to find some part time job b4 sch opens.
n surprisingly so many ppl came..i think aove 100??
didnt noe robinsons job was so popular..
but its juz this part time gig @ expo..
n surprisingly saw lynette..
n i didnt even wanting 2 say hi...n juz acted like i didnt c her..
unfortunately she spotted me,,...blehx..
n i juz exchanged a 'shoo off' kinda hi!!
it was funny enuf she didnt notice...
n coincidently her fren was oso interviewing 4 e job..n she started asking mi ques..
until i had 2 show on my face "im not interested" then will she get it.
its juz kinda weird cos she kept wanting to strike up a conversation.
when i on e other hand is trying to get out of it.
watever...this might as well b e last time i c u so...chaios 4ever.
saw alot of familiar faces...like lennon n gang @ marina bowling place..
n j said she saw sammantha...which i think was most likely some1 else instead.

after eating @ Hans and catching bride wars came e highlight of e day..
2 3 of us always manage to spot weird ppl everytime we went out
n this time a funny looking guy with a even funnier looking hairstyle..
will upload his pics soon,..waiting 4 hx 2 send them to mi.

i think i might not b bloggin 4 decades long.
so frens till then..bye

mistakened identity
jias.
im starting another phrase of life.

2009-01-08T23:52:00.004+08:00

yawn...zzz!!!
feeling realli tired...so gonna keep it short and sweet.
went out with joanne n hx ystd...
2 bugis...saw many nice clothings...but didnt bring enuf money 2 buy all of them
so ended up buying onli one dress...which price came @ a steal..
went arnd looking 4 checkered shirts 4 joanne..since she loves it so much..
had e urge 2 buy guys clothes..cos its all so nice!!.
n its e in trend 4 girls 2 dress a bit like guys 4 a coming new yr
hearing from a taiwanese fashion show i watched recently.
ate @ v8 movie cafe @ bugis...
somewhere i realli frequent.
e place is realli nice..n e movie tt day was transformers..
but it was realli weird cos e movie was in mute n e background music was pop songs frm long ago...like blue's sorry seems 2 b e hardest word..n seasons in the sun.
decided 2 take e train 2 marina bay cos we were all realli tired from all tt walking.
n caught this elderly woman wearing all purple..
head 2 toe..
purple shirt.pants n shoes.
joanne was saying:"u noe,98.7 fashion police say never 2 wear e same colour from head 2 toe..esp green,all else u will look like a dancing christmas tree..
n purple? DANCING YAM!!!
hahas!!jus so happens theres this malay woman wearing green standing right in front of us..n i wonder why she kept staring @ us...opps.
had 2 even take e 1st pic of my purse 2 test whether my phone had flash//.2 take precautions.
tt was e highlight of e day man...
we were feeling so tired until we laughed till energetic.
dancing yam..i will never forget tt....

mistakened identity
jias

2009-01-06T23:10:00.005+08:00

oh gosh....i saw on jermaine's facebook profile tt e 'o'levels results r coming out on fri~!!
oh my god!!!...wat have i been doin this whole holidays??
i don feel like facing it so fast....!!!
tell mi its not on fri!!!.
my aunt was still telling mi she read from news tt its in late jan...
went out with ht n gang n she said its on mon...
so which is e actual date??
so stressed out now!!!
i haven enjoyed enuf!!!
i realli must get in e 3 jcs of my choice.
sajc or cjc or nanyang jc
we chit chatted 2dae abt jc poly...
until we were so stressed up n scared we couldnt realli stop our minds from thinking abt it.
but still managed 2 shop arnd n tried on some tops in topshop,zara n mng.
although its way 2 ex...juz tried 4 e fun of it.
took some pics.
ate @ secret recipe again!...but the fruity yogurt drink was nice.
n i didnt tease e waiter this time.!
caught 'yes man' ....n it was as hilarious as 'bedtime stories'
ok...mayb 'bedtime stories' better.
surprisingly saw dionne 2dae @ marina..she didnt change a bit...
it was awkward cos we haven seen each other in like 4 years?
juz saying it makes it so long...but @ least i could recognise her n said hi...
am too stressed out now...hope tt my efforts wont go 2 waste.

mistakened identity
jias.
i pray to god to let me be in the place i long to be

2009-01-06T22:31:00.000+08:00

2009-01-02T01:00:00.006+08:00

ok been busy for the pass few days...
went out shopping with ting fong on fri but i didnt manage 2 get anything while she almost got bankrupt @ far east plaza
almost having insufficient 4 lunch/dinner.
tried out a couple of clothes
tried 2 b wacky n took this random dress from french connection
turned out 2 b quite good.
but it was then we realised its 179.00 despite being on sale!!!
hais,...students cant afford these stuffs.

managed 2 finally get a new phone on sun
n went 2 watch 'Australia' with my mum n aunt...
got realli pissed off when i didnt get my ideal phone which happened 2 b a last yr model n no long producing
but @ least im happy with mine now.

finally got e chance 2 catch up with siew hwee
hanged out with her n ade,jalean
took so long 2 decide on where 2 go.
but managed 2 catch 'bedtime stories' @ amk cathay
it was super hilarious...everyone in e cinema laughed thru out e whole show
b4 heading 2 marina 4 bowling n dinner @ secret recipe
n we played a prank on e waiter...luckily he didnt take it 2 seriously.
surprising i saw jessie working @ bishan cinema...
i think it was her...saw her from a distance cant realli b sure
but didnt go say hi cos she looks realli busy
n even more shockingly saw yun lim @ e bowling place...
didnt say hi 2..cos i didnt noe wat 2 say..
n i was in totally bad outfit..
who would go marina in fbt n shirt,,..
all thanks 2 our initial plan of goin east coast
a bunch of sloppy beachgoers @ marina...hais.
some more i don think she saw mi..
n e 1st time playing bowling..my scores aint tt good.
my nails broke juz by playing 4 half n hour.
alr went all e way 2 marina n was supposed 2 watch e fireworks n countdown.
but mum didnt allow so had 2 head home @ onli 10 plus.

everything was ok until like 30 mins ago..
received this msg from this guy asking mi if i tagged on his blog.
i never tagged on any strangers blog..
further more i never heard of his blog..
strangely enuf i asked him 4 his blog add
n there it is.
2 comments there on his tagboard by a girl named xiaohoney...
saying she's interested 2 b frens with him...
wat horrifiying disgusting name is that??
some sweet name 2 cover up 4 yr ugly features or rather personality?
n the thing is she reads comics!!!
like japanese anime..!!!
oh god pls...all my frens noe i don ever touch tt stuff.
n im not desperate 2 make frens with a random guy...out of nowhere,..
this xiaohoney girl left her phone no...or rather mine on his tagboard
askin him 2 sms her anytime...!!
n i don use a pre paided card!!!pathetic brat!
wat the fuck is goin on...
ok this xiaohoney girl...if u personally noe mi n wan 2 make a joke out of this thing.
then im telling u girl...get lost...
if u r unhappy with mi in any way juz come n tell mi straight in e face,,
don commit such childish acts..
i noe u r desperate...BITCH.
but getting back @ mi in such a way is jus wat idiots do.
i don ever rmb offending anybody...i don even noe who e hell i offended
but my mood was so great until i received tt sms...
n strangely n coincidently enuf tt guy happened 2 b my fren's fren
from e same sch...
i don blame him its not his fault 2 have som desperate little girl interested in him.
but to tt girl...better clean up yr act...
n GET A LIFE ...BITCH!!!!

mistakened identity
jias

2008-12-26T14:40:00.006+08:00

christmas is once again gone...it doesnt realli bother mi @ all since i don celebrate...
@ least counting e sort of celebration i had with relatives on sun.
baby frances got sick suddenly n had 2 b rushed 2 e hospital...
heard she's feeling very much better now...thankfully.
so it was like normal gethering..
with my baby cousin sick n my another uncle's family in vietnam..
there's nothing much...no activites..
didnt even feel like putting any effort 2 pick up a conversation with my cousin.
i think im juz too lazy..or i juz don give a darn.
actually had plans 2 exchange gifts without my grp of frens..but e person who initiated it went missing since e last day of exams...@ least onli hui xin saw her...
so this year christmas is juz like every year...
juz stayed @ home n slacked..
although i was suppose 2 b goin 4 panda's xmas party @ her house but decided not 2 go 4 some reasons....
most comedic thing was goin out with ht on sat n ended up in chinatown...
hahas.n went arnd looking 4 this place we can't even find our way 2...
in e end gave up..n headed 2 dhoby ghaut...
e guy was like so pissed off or something n hanged up on us...
wateva...its not like its our business...
ended up eating dinner @ old place just acia..

decided 2 like sort of celebrate hx n j de bdae on tues..
went marina square n ate seoul gardens...
e most frustrating part is e k box..
so freaking expensive!!!
they actually charged us 12 dollars 4 2 freaking small plates of nuts..
which i can buy @ supermarts @ onli like $1
they r juz nuts!!!
n the service is....LOUSY
everything is in e package..."no u can't exclude the drinks n snacks.."
BULLSHIT!
u do wat e customer requests...haven u ever get any training...
wasted money juz for this pile of lame shit.
i'm so not goin 2 kbox ever...
daylight robbery.
managed 2 catch nick n nora's infinite playlist @ 7..
it was ok..but e gum part is juz plain disgusting..
n both e male n female lead looks so weird...
nora looks gothic...n her face seems like inproportional.
n e guy face jus speaks"hey,i'm a mommy's boy!!"

gotta get some rest 1st..woke up 2 early 2 go somewhere 2dae...\
yawn...zzzzz
i'm mesmerized by Rain

mistakened identity
jias
n oso happy belated bdae adeline!!!(:

2008-12-18T17:43:00.007+08:00

2008-12-18T17:28:00.003+08:00

i cant believe tt e holidays r coming 2 an end so fast...!!!
i try not 2 think of it tt often...juz live e moment n enjoy myself as much i as i can right now...
watched 'twilight' with hwee theng on mon evening//...
it was so awesome...!!!ok a huge part goes 2 e hot male lead..
theres so many shows coming up tt i find i don have time 2 watch all of them..
was suppose 2 hang out with panda n hx 2dae but both had something up last min so had 2 ask ht accompany 2 c if theres any part time jobs tt we can take up...
but ended up we couldnt find any..
but nvm,..its not like im realli short of money now.

2 celebrate jalean's bdae we went 2 e zoo ystd..!!!(;
cant rmb when was e last time i went there...
7 or 8..?
e day started off quite late cos we had 2 wait 4 adeline 2 come from sch.
missed a couple of buses until she came...
took alot of pics...
we look like a bunch of teenagers who r so excited 2 c e animals.
managed 2 catch e sealion splash show...
it was packed like hell n we could onli seat on e floor.
ended up wet when e sealion splashed water in our direction...
but luckily i used e map 2 cover most part of mi...
managed 2 c most of e animals..excluding e reptile garden which is all juz lizards n stuff...
we were all seriously tired after e whole trip..which ended @ like 6....
had 2 buy some sparkling juice 4 e party this sun!!!.
cousin frances..shes so cute.!!
must definitely take some pics n put on my blog..

hanged out with mum 2dae 2 get my contact lenses.
n got my new flat pumps @ bugis..!!!(:
happy bdae jalean...
n 2 those coming up soon.

mistakened identity
jias

2008-12-13T00:34:00.010+08:00

2008-12-12T23:53:00.004+08:00

feeling realli tired these few days...
went out with joanne n hwee theng ystd to bugis
caught 'city of ember'...turned out 2 b realli nice...
walked arnd bugis street...was squeezing ourselves thru swamps of ppl..
my bag almost got squeezed away by e crowd...
finally managed 2 pierce my ears...it was more painful then e 1st 2 times i pierce.
after seeing my piercing in progress..ht was so afraid she refused 2 pierce eventhough i said i will sponsor her...
both of them...i donno wats wrong ..juz refuse 2 take photos...
until i have 2 literally force them...
surprisingly hwee theng didnt object or refuse 2 take e zillion pics we took 2dae with adeline n jalean when we hanged out after 6g gathering @ seoul gardens
saw panda with melissa @ taka...but she didnt c mi...
c her hopping arnd like a small kid...hais.
6g gathering onli a few ppl came
abrial,marcus tan,alson,gladys,hong yu,cheryl,jalean,adeline,hwee theng,
n sandy came 4 a while n left alr.
randall came 2 say hi onli.
...cos many happened 2 b overseas.
or having competitions,camp,working...blah blah blah..
or some juz simply disappeared in thin air...
i cant even contact them 2 inform them abt it,...
mr lim came @ a very terrible timing when most of us already finished our food.
e gathering didnt achieve its motive..2 bond...tt is..
ppl still hanged out with their usual cliques..so it wasnt realli tt successful..
but @ least mr lim still came n i managed 2 give him his teachers' day present from mi n hwee theng..
which was actually suppose 2 b given out last year,.
it has been in my storeroom rotting 4 a past year..finally able 2 give it out..
@ one point i thought he wasnt goin 2 come...n history was goin 2 repeat itself again.

after gathering everyone went their separate ways...as usual..
so mi jalean adeline n ht went arnd n took lots of pics...
some of them r with jalean so have 2 wait till she uploads them.
was sitting outside taka when we saw this realli cute jewelry box..
abandoned there..so took a pic of it..
decided 2 go in mango...but ridiculously enuf,..b4 u go in still have 2 bundle yr handbag in a plastic bag with a tight fastener...
its a little 2 over.
they r so afraid ppl will steal their clothes..
didnt find anything i liked.
but j n a found lots of tees 2 try on...
so couldnt wait n went home with ht 1st...
planning 2 go 2 e zoo on wed..oso 2 sort of celebrate jalean bdae,
!!!!so excited,,!haven been there 4 e longest time!!
meeting hui xin on mon 2 get a part time job @ bugis street.
god bless us!!!

mistakened identity.
jias.
its over..2 b true..there wasnt a beginning.

2008-11-28T00:14:00.004+08:00

went 2 watch 'wild child' with ting fong 2dae...!!(:
ya juz another teen flick..i thought it lasted a little 2 short.
although i couldnt find any ways 2 prolong it.
but overall it was still a nice movie..
cant wait 2 catch cape no.7!!!
mouths have been chatting on this new movie...
should turn out 2 b a good one i guess.

haven seen ting fong 4 like 1 year plus alr...
so was realli glad 2 c her..
luckily i was still able 2 recognize her..
@ one point i was still worrying if we didnt have anything 2 talk abt.
but my worries were 4 nothing..
went amk hub n walked arnd n bought a very belated bdae gift 4 panda..
i think she will love it since its one of her own species.!!!
hahas.
tried finding for bits n pieces @ amk hub which xh claimed there is..
mayb in e end i realli have 2 result in going 77th street.
ate pepper lunch n chit chatted..
nice meeting up with old frens..
should take this break 2 catch up with the couple of them...
since now i have e time of e world.
i still have so many things tt i wan2 do..
i still haven changed my phone.
hopefully by 2 weeks time i will b able 2 do so..judgin from my bro's busy schedule.
then my s.c trip....!!

juz recovered from a sore throat/flu/headache illness tt my 'beloved' sis passed on 2 mi a few days ago..

gtg have some rest now...!
chiaos.

sometimes i wonder if i made e wrong decision
but when i saw yr smiling face.i knew then..my worries were 4 nothing
mistakened identity
jias

2008-11-22T13:42:00.002+08:00

NEWEST UPDATES ON 6G GATHERING!!!!

i have reviewed a couple of suggestions given by u ppl.
n i don think bbq will b suitable bcos of concerns over issues like money n finding a place 2 hold it..
preparation of food will b another major problem.
although its true tt it would b a great way 4 everyone 2 bond.
but i'm sorry to those who wanted a bbq it will not b possible.due to e above mentioned reasons.

therefore.we will b having our gathering @ e same old place(i noe its boring!!!)
venue: Seoul gardens(takashimaya)
time: 1 pm
date: 12 dec

i noe its realli boring 2 have it @ e same place
but i hope tt all of u can understand tt its indeed convenient 2 have it there.
however if u have any opinions or any problems with e time,date or venue
pls do voice it out 2 mi..!!!
n i will try 2 look into it n come up with something tt will b able 2 accomodate all of u...@ least hopefully most of u

in conclusion i hope tt all of u will b able 2 come 4 this gathering.
as it might b alr b e last gathering since every1 will b realli busy with
poly or jc life in e near future.
n most importantly mr lim will b coming.
n he would realli like 2 c all of u..!!!
looking 4ward 2 catch up with u ppl.
n cya guys there!:)

mistakened indentity
jias

2008-11-17T18:50:00.007+08:00

ATTENTION!!!TO ALL PCPS(6G)PPL
I'M HELPING MR LIM TO ORGANISE A GATHERING THIS HOLIDAY
SO PLS GIVE MI SOME SUGGESTIONS ON WHERE U WOULD WANT IT TO BE @
OR ELSE I WOULD HOLD IT @ E USUAL PLACE(TAKA(SEOUL GARDENS)AGAIN.
PLS GIVE MI YR RESPONSE ASAP./
LATEST BY THIS WEEK..
THANKS ALOT!!!!(:
P.S GIVE YR FEEDBACK/RESPONSE ON MY TAGBOARD.
N INCLUDE YR NAME PLS.

P.S MR LIM SAYS LUNCH ON WEEKDAYS WILL B GREAT.
HE WILL NOT B FREE ON FOLLOWING DATES:1 DEC TO 8 DEC
:14 DEC TO 17 DEC

mistakened identity
jias

2008-11-17T18:33:00.001+08:00

i donno whats goin on with mi..
been mixing up all e days recently..
wait a minute.todae is....mon.. right??
ya..
ok/.went 2 valerie's chalet on sat!!(:
expected more ppl 2 come but in e end onli saw plenty of unfamiliar faces..
so mi ht n hx jus realli hang arnd by ourselves..
but val was realli nice
n her family 2!!!
all so hyper ppl!!!
hyper is good..i love enthusiastic ppl!!/
but goin there was quite a tiresome job..
esp taking e mrt..
i have never ever stepped foot into tt part of singapore..
its like as if i'm in another world!!!
ok we got like so lost when it turned out her chalet was another one
which we didnt even noe existed...n regina had 2 come bring us there
cos normally i stay @ e costa sands downtown east.
so it was realli tiring jus getting there.
n everyone jus seriously hang arnd in their own cliques.
it was kinda weird actually.
but bypast tt i hope val had a great bdae!!!(:
happy sixteen!(:

mistakened identity
jias
starting 2 4get u...

2008-11-14T19:16:00.008+08:00

OK I FINALLY FINALLY updated..
finally found time 4 it..or rather e mood 2 do it...
e holidays r finally here..
but somehow one part of mi juz simply could not let go e fear of getting e results back in early january.
yea yea...its a holiday.,.but in fact its just 5 weeks..
it passes in a blink of an eye...

im sure im goin 2 miss sec sch life..
all e laughter n joy.
not 4getting e tears n frustration.
have been keeping myself quite busy since e last day of exams.
went 2 camp or rather chalet with e gb girls @ changi...!!!
onli went on e 1st day but it was realli quite fun...
had great time hanging out w e seniors esp..
since this might as well b e last time we could take time out 2 hang out 2gether,.
i will miss gb..!
e place i spent much of my 4 years time in..!!
hope e girls can get great results @ e annual drill com next yr.
although this yr combining with guangyang was indeed weird..
but i'm sure u guys can do well..
jus rmb 2 go 4 drill sessions everytime ok!!..regularly.

thought of piercing my ears ystd with xh n joanne.,
oh god..
i almost spelt joanna.....o.o/
but couldnt find e shop we frequent...
n walked arnd aimlessly arnd orchard road..
which is seriously getting reallli borring..
filled with expensive boutiques selling clothes n handbags we can never imagine oursleves purchasing in a million years.,
thought of getting a job during this holidays
but couldnt realli set my mind into wat 2 do..
but if anyone of u got any lobang..pls tell mi...!!!
so i can earn some money n getting those things on my wishlist...mayb;
or get something nice 4 ppl..family n frens.

ystd was mums bdae!!!
happy bdae...!!hope u liked e cake i gave u!!!
:):):):):)

realli sorry my post is getting a little boring..
cos tt;s wat holidays r abt..
realli boring..
i have so many bdae presents i need 2 buy...
i seriously donno where 2 start..
or even where i get my money 2 purchase so many things..
so i realli nid a part time job urgently...
hais..

going off..nagging in coming...again....

....n good luck alson!!!(:
u r e best!!!

mistakened identity.
jias.
it was now that i knew it was all just a dream

2008-09-26T21:31:00.007+08:00

2008-09-26T20:31:00.002+08:00

BYE BYE WHITLEY!!!N ALL MY CLOSEST FRENS!!T.T
ystd was e last day we will get 2 c everyone...
@ 1st i thought i wouldnt mind,the thought of leaving wasnt saddening 4 mi...until everyone started taking pics..
as much as possible..in order 2 keep e last evidence of their presence in this sch
2 rmb e times n memories they have created alongside frens who stick thru thick n thin with them,..
that was then that it hit mi..
this is e last time...last day we spent in this sch...
e last moment 2 treasure
its just 2 fast..time ticks
unforgivingly..
it brought us thru 4 years...
within a blink of an eye..
its strange like it seemed juz minutes ago we were young n innocent...
stepping into this place which was unfamiliar 2 us..
until e day we leave...a place tt we spent much of our lives in..tt has bcom so familiar
these 4 years might have been tough 4 some...
meaningless even..
but 2 mi..i think its an most important period of time in my life
tt i would rmb 4 a long time..
e happiness,joy,laughter,gossip,friendship,
n of cos e tears.frustration.agony.sadness tt some things costed mi.
everyone older then mi...always tell mi tt secondary sch life is e time of their lives...
now i finally understand how they felt.
going 2 sch was never pleasant of cos..
but its time when we leave then we come 2 realise tt its time in sch tt's most enjoyable.
although theres countless assignments 2 cover..common tests..
but..above it all.nothing else u do will bring back e same feelings u obtained
during this time
so its e end...end of secondary sch life...
although i cant bear 2 leave...
but theres no choice...
now e on e most important priority is the big 'o's...
hope tt all of us will do exceptionally well!!!(:
i took alot of pics..
n they will b uploaded asap!!!
i will miss all of u ppl...!!!
i will miss all....esp you

it has been a great significance in my life.
although it was never known.
i still feel glad tt i met u..
although right from e start it was unrealistic.
impossible.
i thought by avoiding i will forget..by trying 2 4get i will b better.
by ignoring i would not tear.
but its then i come 2 noe.
its something i cant avoid.
bcos i cant bring myself 2 4get.....u

mistakened identity
jias.
thanks 4 e memories.
although it was not all happiness.........

2008-08-08T21:54:00.002+08:00

ok juz happen 2 blog 2dae because i felt like it..
n juz cause i juz happened 2 b using 2 com 2 download songs,.
anw..2dae was tuition.
n surprisingly saw melina @ potong pasir mrt station.
she suddenly turned so tanned..
water polo did realli show pretty much on her.
how i hope i could get in sa
but its juz seems so impossible.
i will b overwhelmed if i could get in cjc!!!
anw..
coincidently.wore e same colour shirt as hwee theng 2dae.
n marie n adrian wore e same colour..
hahas!!!
didnt go 2 sch 2dae..
so i missed out all e action..but anw..
still happy 4 germaine!!!

gtg now...
nagging incoming!!!!!
whooosh

mistakened identity
jias

2008-08-07T20:05:00.002+08:00

THE INCREDIBLE HUNK!!!!
hahas...was so happy when adrian told us there was no math tuition!!!!(:
*jump for joy*!!!!
so in e end mi n xiao hui ended up crapping arnd @ j8...!
n played donno how long of xbox demo games...!!(:
yuppy.!
oh ya..in sch she had such a great time talking abt'garbage'
hahas.ROFL.
hope she dreams abt 'garbage'again 2dae like she hoped 4
she can always dream of such hilarous dreams..
when all i have r juz simply bizzare ones//,
but i hope no one dreams of 'garbage'
cos not like xh who thinks tt's like e most funniest of all.
u will wake up in a shock of a terrible nightmare.
realli,,,trust mi.
so juz pray hard someone don dream of 'garbage'

n..adding on..not very pleasant news
heard tt mr harry tan(i think tt's his name)
passed away 2dae...
it caught mi as a shock..
although i didnt noe him personally n i don have any emotional feelings abt e unfortunate news
but still...it was a realli bad shock.
bb and gb are requested 2 go attend his funeral on sat.
but my mum don allow mi 2 go..
although i seriously don mind goin...
hais....,..

national day is 2mr..!!!
n good news is i'm not goin sch!!
but i will b missing e interesting talent contest in sch..
but nvm..good luck 2 all participating.!

i wan my ss paper back!!!NOW!!!
good luck 2 mi!!!

mistakened identitiy
jias

.....2mr will b 72..........

2008-08-01T18:39:00.003+08:00

OKAY,I'M BACK.
but not with a very good start...o levels is juz 79 days away ppl!!!!!
study yr brains off!!!!
if 1 day i could finally get interested n love studying.
then i noe tt is when i will definitely succeed.,
but i donno juz how long is tt goin 2 happen.....
been wanting 2 step down from sl long enuf,
n seeing e prefects alr stepped down did not help at all!!!
T.T.....boo hoo hoo!!!!
can we jus step down soon..?someone tell mi its goin 2 happen!!!
i think most of e sec 4's r realli leading sort of a no life now..
nothing but jus studying..
but all is worth it,,
if u c e distinctions on yr paper @ e end of e day....

n ystd..was crapping arnd with josephine n xiao hui @ dhoby ghaut mrt
crapping abt potato chips n biscuits..
a inside joke...
it was hilarious..
n i;m actually pretty sure we attracted a lot of unwanted attention...
blehx..all thanks 2 xiao hui n her biscuits is potato chips theory,..!
nvm i noe its confusing...
main point is..
we spend god noes how long standing outside mr bean...eating ice cream n laughin our heads off....
never had i laugh so wholeheartedly in content so long!!!!

n i donno whether it was entirely a very good news..
but @ least still positively.good
i managed 2 pass e e math paper..
ok i got 25..but i am not satisfied..could have got so much better without all those careless mistakes,,..
my mum is goin 2 get so happy 2 noe i FINALLY FINALLY pass math under miss wang.
n actually she's not tt bad as everyone says she is...

n yupps..i was realli sotong enuf 2dae 2 4get 2 bring my pe attire 2dae!!!
e situation juz gets even worse when yr teacher is e undesirable no1:quek.
when arnd asking frantically who has pe attire
but unfortunately luck was not on my side,.
n in e end resulted in staying in e toilet 4 a few mins n escaped 2 hide in class.
so in e end i pon pe successfully.
with ppl coming in 2 accompany mi..
n had a 'picnic' at e back of e class with nic.dong gua.sonny..!
i might even consider doing tt every pe..hahas!!rofl./

i'm getting quite worried abt art now..
esp with e deadline drawing so near...
hais..i must get a B3!!!!
hopefully i can finish my final in mid aug!!!.
NO not hopefully...
i will have 2 achieve tt...
i donno 4 juz how long i haven been out shopping or watching a movie.,.
but i noe this few months hard work will definitely pay off!!!!
:):):):):):):):):)

don worry b happy!!!:)
i can do it~~~!!:)

FRANCES EE WAS BORNED ON 23 JULY!!!
my lovely little niece~~!!(:

ohT.T...2mr will b 78

mistakened identity
jias

2008-06-22T15:27:00.005+08:00

more photos of batam.(:

BLACK OUT!!!

2008-06-21T22:34:00.002+08:00

I WANNA WATCH THE ZOHAN SHOW!!!!
darn it..!!!e holidays is alr over..
freaking hell over..
i don even feel like i had a holiday!!!!
with tuition everyday..it was seriously such a great way 2 spend my holidays huh..!
i couldnt even catch 'you don't mess with the zohan'
actually had plans 2 watch it on fri night,
but in e end.luck was not on my side n had 2 go 4 sl campfire..
hais..how sad is tt!!!!
i bet tt show is going 2 b hilarious.
no matter wat i'm goin 2 watch it!!!!!!
ystd e funniest thing happened!
during tuition e whole building had a blackout.!!!
n we couldnt have tuition..
i think everyone was secretly shouting hurray in their hearts!!!
e guys in our class started playing with hp lights in creating ridiculous shadows on e wall!!!
so @ least we were kept entertained while waiting 4 e lights 2 come back on.
but..'unforunately' e lights refused 2 come back on.
so we played arnd n watch dancing videos till end of class...!
theres only one more pathetic day of holidays left.
juz let yr hair down 4 this one last day!!
enjoy yrself 2 e fullest.
or else who noes when u will have 2 chance 2 relax like tt again.!!!
go shopping watch all e movies u can!!!

how i hope i could study @ my tuition centre instead.
sch is pathetic.!!!
T.TT.T

kungfu panda was cute!!!!!!!!!

jias
mistakened identity

the past is a history
the future is a mystery
today is a gift
that's why its called the present.

2008-06-10T17:39:00.007+08:00

A BIG HELLO!!!I'M BACK!:)
had been quite lazy 2 blog nowadays.
n theres realli not much things 2 blog abt..!
juz got back from a short trip 2 batam ystd..
i had quite alot of fun!!!
e tour was great..n i bought alot of goodies back!!!
but it was seriously a very hard time counting indonesian money cos everything is in thousands
in e shopping mall we had such a hard time trying 2 convert e money 2 spore dollars 2c if its worth buying.
but i do have 2 say things there is realli quite cheap.
esp e accessories n kfc!n converse sneakers!
u only have 2 pay abt $3 4 a 2 piece chicken meal!!
its such a whole lot of difference compared 2 spore!!
n e ear studs is like 45cents per pair.although not many of e designs is nice enuf.
oh ya n maggie mee 2!!!abt 6 dollars per box..which contains abt 20 packets of 5??
e bad thing is tt they allow smoking EVERYWHERE.EVEN IN E SHOPPING CENTRES!!
luckily e shopping trip was not wasted 4 mi..i bought e most things.!

if u ever go 2 batam.live @ turi resort..!
its juz heaven!!e service is good.envt is so nice.
esp tt e restuarant is so slow in cooking.!!
we often get frustrated eating our meals there...
after going 2 batam i find myself super lucky 2 b living in spore..
a few pieces of wood in e middle of nowhere is what they call home.
e living conditions is realli far worse then bad
i donno how e hell would i survive there even 4 a day without any entertainment or luxury of my comfy bed,computer,handphone n television.
n e washrooms there is juz ridiculous.
they don have a proper flush so u have 2 pour water in
n there's cockroachs n flies in e toliets.
horrible experience!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but i would definitely love goin there again lo. juz straight away goin 2 e shopping centres n hotel.
cos tt's e onlii 2 places i miss so much!!!:)
n did i mention e ferry realli sux!!
i almost vomited in e 1 hour plus trip bcos of e darn air con which was not working!
but e fun is over.now have 2 get back 2 having tuition everyday!!!
BOO HOO HOO!!!
N TT DARN ART LAYOUT!!!
how am i suppose 2 get it done??some1 pls help mi....!!!!

i juz wasted an hour of my life 2dae.
i donno was it ridiculous,or ridiculously funny.
find myself so darn stupid..!

mistakened identity.
jias
SCREW ART!

n oh ya,...pics of my trip 2 batam will b uploaded nxt week!!!:)

2008-05-19T22:50:00.002+08:00

I TURNED 16 2DAE!!!!..
Ok i donno whether 2 b happy or upset..
happy cos i can watch nc16 shows in cinema..without having 2 worry abt e possibility of getting caught red handed sneaking in...!!
or mayb 2 b upset tt i'm turning old..
n o levels r coming in.../
well @ least i'm realli glad tt some rmbed my birthday!!!:)
thanks ppl!thanks those who wished mi!!:)

juz my family alone we have 3 taurus alr..
mi,my dad n sis.
celebrated our birthdays on sat @ peach garden restuarant!!
yummy!!..
went on 2 watch 'made of honour' @ amk hub
onli after goin great world n roaming arnd e island in my sis's bf car.,..
n luckily we still had e 3rd row seats..not tt bad la..

2dae went out with bestie.clarence.hwee theng 2 bugis 2 celebrate my bdae!
took neoprint although i thought it was realli suxy actually.!
i think i'm not goin 2 take neoprint 4 a very long time//!
walk arnd bugis countless times but still couldn't find something i realli like..
hais...bugis is realli getting boring.
i think i'm so familiar with it tt i can even memorise wat shops r there in each level.
celebrated again @ my grands house/..!:)
thanks aunt! u r e best..
thanks 4 e billabong backpack n e cake plus pizzahut treat!!!:)
i guess i was real lucky 2 have my bdae this year on a public holiday!
but 2mr there's still sch!!...
BOO HOO HOO!!!T.T

i wish time can go back.

mistakened identity
jias

2008-05-16T21:33:00.006+08:00

BYE BYE 40TH GIRLS' BRIGADE!T.T
2dae was e last day 4 e sec 4's!!!T.T
no matter wat i think all of us still felt sad even though most of us didnt cry..
b4 e farewell i thought i would..
but it was realli difficult 2 drop a tear cos e music was juz 2 happy n nice...!
but i was touched..seriously..
thanks 2 e sec 3's!!!n e other gb girls 2.!!
thanks 4 all e effort!
we realli appreciate it!!n i love tt nice piece of work u gave us!!:)
n thanks cheryl 2!!!4 choosing n making mine!.
so nice!totally suited mi..with all those music notes!!
time realli does pass by so fast..
its unbelievable..
n @ e same time upsetting..
we often hope tt we could go back 2 e days of sec 1..
but of cos its then we realise tt;s never goin 2 b possible..
however 4 years
4 years in whitley
e time juz pass by 2 fast..
2 fast 4 anyone of us 2 react.
gb had became a huge part of my life..n important one 2.
if not 4 gb i don think i would hve experienced so much fun..love n made so many genuine friends on e way,,.i will miss all of u.
esp e days spent with e sec 4's in gb.
rmb e days we use 2 scream our lungs out.n those days we had fun 2gether.
n gossiped abt things...
i will miss those days!..T.T
i have never regretted joining girls' brigade
i can never think of any other cca tt will b more suitable 4 mi..
n surely definitely glad i made e decision 2 join this fabulous cca!!
thru these years we laugh we cheered we cried..together.
it juz seemed so natural.
but it is only until this moment tt we stop 2 think wats life without gb..
it would definitely nid some time getting used 2 it.
life without u ppl..

2 all e juniors..
esp e sec 3's...
i believe u guys can do it..n continue 2 let gb b one of e best ccas in whitley.
n continue e route we left off..
u guys will b missed by e sec 4's!!!
do yr best n u can achieve great things!!!

GO GB!!!
GO 40TH COY!
GO GIRLS!!!:)
JIAYOU!
MISS U PPL!!!<33T.T

mistakened identity
jiaS

n a very happy bdae 2 daddy!!!(:

2008-04-30T15:52:00.006+08:00

i think if i don blog abt it now i will definitely explode!!!!!
i donno whether 2 b upset,disappointed or pissed off
i think its mixture of all of tt...
allow mi 2 juz disstress myself 4 awhile..
who ever who did not allow e sec 4's 2 go 4 e taiwan trip
fuck u!!!!!!!!!!
darn asshole!bloody hell!!!wat the freaking hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
amazingly..i still don feel much better!
after i heard e news...i tell u...
i was near 2 bashing ppl up...
if its e principal's bloody fault...
yes i so wanna bash u...upside down.
my sprirts sank 2 e deepest...
how could they b so fucked up!!!
2 cancel e sec 4's trip 2 taiwan!!!!
n allow e sec 3's 2 go instead,,.!!!
this is our freaking last chance la..
fuck e bloody sch.
so many of us were looking 4ward 2 this..
if in e 1st place we cant go
then why in e 1st place let us noe abt it..
n waste our efforts getting all excited abt it??
ya well well this yr is o levels...
i get it....don have 2 keep emphasizing.
but if we r stuck in spore n forced 2 read those wateva formulas while our hearts r in taiwan,,,
then can u pls....I BEG U tell mi wats e point??
during e 8 days we will oso b studying right??
its like a life time experience n its e last chance 4 e sec 4's 2 go...
if u wanna noe how fucked up e sch is....
this is juz how f up it is.
i rarely let e f word appear in my blog...
as u can c juz how upset n disappointed i am...
now not only have i lost all my motivation 2 study...
i'm feeling so upset!!!T.T
i'm prepared anytime 2 go talk 2 e principal...
tt's juz realli how muuch i wanna go ...
any1 who realli wants 2 go...
lets us juz go find out whose tt asshole...
n stop this sch from being so darn f up!!!!!!

i'm so not in a good mood 2dae....
n i wont b in much in e next few weeks...
worse still if we realli cant go
during tt 8 days i think i'm going 2 get crazy,,,.....
trust mi...u wont wanna c mi like tt...
its horrible..

any1 who could juz cheer mi up...
i will seriously thank u like hell
cos i cant think of anything 2 motivate mi 2 study
with my dream getting dashed...
my spirits juz went from high up in e sky 2 way down...
drowning into ocean deep.

mistakened identity
jias

darn,,,,.i seriously feel like crying.

2008-04-17T19:47:00.002+08:00

i have been feeling so tired this few days...
cant get 2 sleep without @ least revising a subject..
i would feel gulity n start reminding myself of the consequences.
e mid year is realli getting onto mi now..
n the big 'O's.
its realli scary,,,
those not in our situation u might not understand...
speech day is 2mr...
n theres been alot of things goin on the few days./..
some ppl juz don think abt others...
full of herself..
i was abt 2 elaborate on this so interesting topic i think everyone would wish 2 noe.
but i juz reminded myself it is realli waste of my breath
my precious time which i can use 2 do other more meaningful things
then blog abt this person...
nvm,..2mr there will b a good show.....

jias
mistakened identity.

2008-04-05T20:37:00.006+08:00

1st time in months since i blogged in record of last then 10 days..
but i have 2
in response 2 amir anan's blog
amir anan...
yes u don have 2 listen 2 mi anymore...
u don have 2 give a darn abt wat i say anymore
cos i'm not talkin 2 u..
everytime i c u..
realli sorry 2 say it..
but i seriously feel e urge of bashing u up..
wat u did was unspeakable..
it hit mi hard
it was like one of e worse things a friend did 2 mi.
i think...it was e worse.
i can't stand being lied 2.
n u noe tt.
once ppl lied 2 mi...i donno until when will i finally bring myself 2 believe them again..
furthermore..something like this.
one part of mi juz wanna leave u stranded n juz end our friendship.
another part of mi thought mayb..maybe we could b friends again.
i'm confused..
however...wat i'm very clear abt is..
i REALLI HATE U..
HATE U LIKE HELL.hate u for wat u did .i have never hated some1 tt badly in my whole life.
yes i hated u so much..bcos u r my fren.
if not i couldnt have care less
its tiring but i cant help it.
even if i was ever goin 2 4give u...or trust u again
it is goin 2 take a very long time.but i donno how long,
if i still cant bring myself 2 4give u.
i still wish u all e best
n hope tt u will change 4 e better..n b a much better amir like u promised 2
i do hope 4 e best in u..
considering we had been such great frens....

mistakened identity
jias.

2008-03-31T17:48:00.003+08:00

I'M BACK FROM CAMP!!!!
i have 2 better blog or else ppl start coming 2 mi asking why i haven been blogging
jus came back from minds camp in sch 4 e pass 2 days on sat n sun
so e whole of my weekend is actually totally gone..
i actually spent e whole of last week in sch!!!!
juz how brillant is tt!!!
but i don regret goin 2 camp...cos i had such an enjoyable time!!!
being in a camp with e mentally disabled was realli a very new thing 4 all of us
we didnt noe wat 2 expect
honestly speaking their conditions were worse then we thought it would b
it takes tons of patience on our part.
sometimes juz looking @ their conditions i feel like crying.
i often thought 2 myself.
why did they end up like this??
why must they go through such a tough time??
why must they suffer?
some of them r @ old like 50 years old.
yet they still behave like a 4 yr old.
why must life torture them?

however...there is nothing we can do abt tt..
it is alr a fact
i'm glad tt i came 4 this camp n experienced 2 days of their life.
eventhough there's nothing much we can do...but i'm glad we bought them 2 days of fun n laughter...!!!

it was realli so much fun...bringing them.. my group 'durian'! arnd spore..
harbourfront,chinatown,amk hub...
there's this guy who kept readin maps in my grup n he was so excited when he finally got 2 go e places he once onli read in e street directory.
i didnt sleep throughout e camp..crapping with usha...
watching doa on deon's ipod.
doing drill with usha,ah booz n krishna..
it was realli fun..i even learnt e ncc cheer.:)
n i donno juz how did u survive through e whole night...
it past by so quickly...!
pravin threw a hairclip @ mi during debrief @ night!!!
stoot lo..then now he n deon keep pointing 2 e sky when they c mi!!!
blehx!!!:Pbig bullies!!...
e guys were putting colgate on e other guys body...
n hamizan got on his stomach,deon on his shorts n hamzah on his hand..
donno who else kanaed..
danial treated us 2 milo n alex went 2 help us buy...
thanks man!!!:)
didnt have a chance 2 say bye 2 those friends!!!T.T
i would definitely miss this camp!!!:)
<3333

amir anan!!
tt lecture seriously didnt work...
neither did usha's one...
u r juz a selfish asshole...
who does not care abt ppl arnd u...
ppl who treated u as their great friend.
ppl who were truely concerned abt u..who trusted u..like mi n usha
u took our trust 4 granted,,,n made used of it...juz 2 achieve yr target...
how in e world do u expect us 2 4give u...?
when u lied abt something like tt!@?
yes we r stubborn..but we r stubborn 4 a good reason/..
u don deserve our 4giveness.
n tt's why u wont get any.
u want us 2 understand wat u feel.
understand wat u r thinking..
but in e 1st place did u ever think of wat we will feel?
u clearly didnt!!!!
u never think twice of wat u do..abt e consequences.
u r...i'm realli sorri 2 say.
A SELFISH ASSHOLE!

mistakened identity
jias

2008-03-21T20:14:00.011+08:00

IM BACK IM BACK!!
the last few days in sch has gone by with a brisk...
couldnt realli keep track of time nowadays...
some things juz keep popping into my head...
things tt i never will find an ans 2...
things tt juz further complicate mi...
have been listening 2 tattoo on my blog 4 so long...
now i realli despise e song!
ystd was juliana's bdae...
all 12 of us bought her a big pink bear!!!
don wish 2 list out everyone's name..
i'm a lazybum.
still a happy belated bdae 2 u!!!
hope u liked tt bear...
it must have been a realli diff task carrying it home!!!
juz like how angeline suffered...

was actually planning on goin seoul gardens 2dae with peeps..
but turn out some ppl cant make it..
everytime we choose a date there's bond 2 b some1 who cant make it.,,.
so darn frustrating...
my mouth is watering juz by e mention of seoul!
thinking abt ee upcoming minds camp..
didnt help with my mood @ all..
i was juz floating my day thru 2dae,,,
watching the lake house in e morning n hearing my sis scream whenever jay chou performs an remarkable stunt on e dvd...
life is sometimes..or rather realli meaningless.
seems like there's no definite purpose..
its depressing realli.

how i wish every1 could live their lifes as they wan 2...
n there;s no such education system.
we choose where we wan 2 go..
n not such a route which is pathed out 4 us..
its like we r e govt geaniue pigs,4 experiment
hias
tt's juz e way life is....
i so bankrupt now...
spending so much money on all march babies.
if i have missed yours pls tell mi kaes...
:):):):):):):):)

better 2 face a danger once then be always in fear
mistakened identity
jias.

i didnt plan for this 2 happen..

2008-03-13T20:56:00.003+08:00

I'M BACKK FROM GB CAMPP!!!!!!!:):D
although realli strict la...n it was realli a discipline camp instead of those other holiday camps tt we used 2 have in e past...but i realli did enjoy myself!!!!
:)*^...
ern,,,,mmmm....mayb not thinking abt those mosquitos bites around my legs..
which is e onli nd part of camp....oh yupps plus those mealtimes..
food was like piling....we were forced 2 finish everything not even a grain of rice is 2 b left,....
my group SARAH.. slept in e tent on e 1st night...cos we were jus 2 plain lazy 2 change 2 dorms in e middle of e night..hahas
........finally found ppl like mii!!!
but luckily on e 2nd night we did sleep in e dorms..
bonded more with other juniors during e process
n found yuan ting who is so like mi...
realli can make her my sis!!!!:)
actually felt like staying in e camp...
although it was tiring..
but now @ least i got 2 noe alot of ppl through e process la.

n my group won e overall best skit n performance 4 *campfire*
hahas..it was realli a stove of charcoal fire..cos of tt stoot weather.
but i found my star angeline!!!!i love you...yea yea yea yea yea
hahas...rofl..
managed 2 squeeze some time 2 do a chap of ten year series with Qi2 franci rachel
until we found ourselves not realli awake..!
had fire drill @ 3 plus in e morning!!!
n i was realli in a daze.n donno wats goin on @ all n juz blindly follow e crowd.
had 2 do e commander's job...
thru tis whole camp everything oso have 2 report...
realli used 2 it now..
i think tts a good thing right/?yups of cos it is
had 2 do e chicken dance forfeit with vivian 4 e night games..hahas..
hilarious but fun...chicken dance is e best forfeit 2 ask 4 la..
i assure u

had 2 stay back 2 pack those logistics..
n onli a few girls stayed back...which i am totally not happy abt...
where did all those discipline in e camp go???
clearly it is gone...
i think on sun....i have 2 do something...
thanks 2 those who helped out anw..thanks ya...
ate lunch with juliana,vivian,angeline,jessie,qi2,yijie at mos..
:)stayed there like hell noes how long...3 hours??
i rmb we stepped in @ 2 plus n left @ 5...
with all those gb stories n things 2 share abt *rice*
clearly we do nid alot of time..
n no matter how many times those stories were or r goin 2 b repeated,
i will still always find it funny juz by looking @ juliana's face,.,
n same goes 4 her...hahas

I LOVE GB!!!!
I LOVE CAMP!!!!
40TH COY THE BEST!!!

JIAS
MISTAKENED IDENTITY

2008-02-29T21:49:00.003+08:00

ITS 29TH FEBBIE..!
sad tt i couldnt catch e leap years 2dae!!!
on such a significant day...
have been dealing with my fren;s problems e pass few days..
was realli great tt i could help!!!(:
so glad u found yr old n true self!!!
:):):):):):):)
have been quite emo e pass few days la..
due 2 lack of sleep..
hais..
but now feel better...
had gb 2dae
enrolment rehearsal @ musterseed with e bb boys..
joseph was shouting like realli loud...
scary!!!!
i totally hate singing those hymns
every year oso e same old shit..
don they get bored of it??
had 2 replace mel 2 do her part 4 awhile while she does jol's part..
it was darn ...lame shit..
donno when 2 turn sia,,,...
luckily on e actual day i''m not doin tt!!!!
but have 2 teach e sec1's drill on mon..
hais...hope they realli get it..!
ate dinner @ ljs with vivian n aloy...
went home @ arnd 7 plus after crapping with aloy @ tpy interchange 4 awhile..
hais 2dae was a long day.
2mr will b a even longer day...
leadership conference suxs man...
waste my precious time..
n costed mi my lessons la...
freaking hell..
hope i realli endure 2mr!!!!
its gonna b a long day!!!!yawn...zzzzz

jias
mistakened identity

this world is juz full of assholes..
who often make frens with their same kind..
who thinks they can dominate the world..
n never will stop 2 think in other ppl's shoes..
they r that kind ppl
whom i think is e most pathetic kind of idiots..
who deserved 2 b treated e way they treat ppl...like SHIT

2008-02-20T19:20:00.003+08:00

mi n agnes
crazy act...
last fri didnt feel like going 2 sch..so yupps pontend lo..
surprsingly agnes went n she went home straight tt day!!!!!
had 2 ask her help mi take my books from e locker...
luckily i have some1 living near mi...thanks agnes!!!:)
chatted @ e busstop 4 like an hour!!!!i didnt even reliase.!
n took pics in e middle of e road!!!
ROFL..it was hilarious

COMMON TESTS ARE FINALLY OVER!!!!
ok i admit it was realli quite bad...!!
pls don ask mi abt how e papers go...//
pls don i might juz break down...
spent e last few days studying..
but i didnt think it was of much help....T.T
enuf of common test..im sicked of it..
watched cj7 2dae @ j8.
after having lunch in e artroom
it was pretty nice..
e alien dog was ssssssssooooooooooooo cute!!!
i nearly cried when it died..
n it was real blur of mi 2 leave my water bottle in e cinema!!!
i noe i'm blur tt;s why ppl juz call mi sotong.
hais wat 2 do...
luckily my fren helped mi get it back after i went back home!!!:)
thanks!!!!!(:some more tt bottle is in purple leh!!!!:)

2mr there's sch as usual...
uttermost boring...
can't wait till weekends..or better still march holidays.
i often tell others how i hope we can go back.
go back 2 e days when we were in sec 1..
eventhough its no more possible.

mistakened identity
jia

2008-02-14T21:13:00.003+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!!
SO FAST N ITS 14 FEB!!!
every year e sch gets so hyper n such a great atmosphere every valentine's day!:)\
everyone gives n takes presents..
roses..sweets..cookies..gigantic balloons!
hahas..:)
my last valentines day in whitley..T.T
will defintely miss my sec sch life...!!
thanks all those who gave mi presents n wished mi...:)
delivery service was so fun la...
esp when some ppl secretly admire others n ask mi 2 help them deliver...
but being e messenger is not always good...
tt person who recieved e gift might think u were e one who gave it 2 him/her
difficult..seriously.
can't afford 2 go out 4 movies or anyting.
next week is common test already..
still considering whether 2 go sch 2mr..!!!!
seriously waste of time...discovery centre 4 total defence day..?
wats e point man...!!!
hope tt i will get great results 4 common next week!!!
wish mi all e luck i can get ppl!...
esp 4 science n math..
killer.

enjoy yrselves on valentine's day!!
those who admire ppl...i give u all e courage..
let this b e most memorable valentine's day!!!!(:
boardcast yr LOVE<33

mistakened identity
jias...

2008-02-09T18:19:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!
its a bit late since its e third day already...
donno why but i don feel like its chinese new year @ all...
it juz seems like regular day...
mayb its bcos last year my family didnt celebrate new year tt's why/....
i realli miss my granny
its been a year already..
time juz simply fly pass so fast...
every yr its e same...
goin 2 e same ppl's house..
then some relatives they juz keep asking u the same ques..
wat sch are u from..?
wat sub combination u taking?
how old are u??
like 4 freaking 4 years they have been asking the same ques...
it juz gets so irritating...!!!!
we jus c each other once a year..
n very pathetically i talk even more 2 a stranger asking 4 directions then my own relatives...
some don even bother 2 come n gather during new year...
they juz isolate themselves.,.
how i wish we can always turn back time..
back 2 when we were kids n we always use 2 play arnd n have dinner 2gether every sat..
i seriously miss those days...
now we don even say a halo...or how have u been...
not even a nod of acknowledgement..
i donno since when did these all started
but unfortunately it juz did...
its upsetting 2 b in such situations...........
i juz pratically stone there n wait till its time 2 go home..
then next year again..
it will be e same old thing.
its juz like living with a couple of strangers...

mistakened identity
jias

2008-02-05T19:49:00.000+08:00

HAHAS....
finally back after more then a month....
have been realli busy with everything...
this year is already o levels!!!!!
so fast....it still seems like ystd tt i'm in sec 1...
i rmb those teachers saying tt sec 1 is realli a honeymoon year...
@ tt point i didnt believe...
but now i realli think its so darn right...
all those sec 1's can realli enjoy themselves all they wan right now...
they still have plenty of time 2 relax...
i realli enjoyed myself 4 e sec 1 orientation camp.....
although i loss my voice...n got so sexy voice throughout e camp but it was memorable..
i still find myself thinking of e sec 1 orientation camp sometimes...
esp tt few weeks after e camp....

finally survived through e long day 2dae...
ended sch @ 3.20//
went shopping @ j8 with dong gua,panda n raco..
saw aloy n vivian @ j8...
after tt met up with joseph @ mos burger...
seems like being a nurse is realli not an easy task..
i would never consider nurse as a jobh @ all...
seriously,,,
oh ya n being a teacher..
esp tt kind of miss wang...
it will onli make those suffer...
so b4 some1 suffers under yr guidance....
look 4 a more suitable job...
alot has happened in class...
@ a moment where some broke down...
its definitely not in a good situation..
those teachers sux,
so now we can onli depend on ourselves..
which is pathetic..

how i wish i can sleep on benches in e middle of e parade square looking up @ e sky.
it juz felt so free...
e skies have no borders 4 us..
its unlimited...
like this world
there's a lot of choices u can make...
juz depending on yrself 2 make e right one.

mistakened identity
jias

2008-01-01T00:21:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008!!!!!!
hais time realli flies...in juz a blink of an eye n year 2007 is over...
didnt even have a party or something...
was juz like per normal day...didnt even wan 2 welcome e new year 2008...
how i hope i can wind back time n stay in yr 2007...
funny thinking tt my bro is having his jog downstairs while ppl r getting high n counting down 2 e new year ahead..
in another words he actually ran from ystd 2 2dae...
hahas..interesting..

still feeling a little sick...
didnt manage 2 go 4 fancy drill 2dae..
sch onli opens 4 half day...
hope tt i will b feeling better by 2mr..
sch is starting very soon..
i definitely cannot afford 2 be ill.///
some more a darn bastard send a virus thing 2 mi...
then all my msn contacts kana...
sorri man ppl////....
but finally e problem is resolved now!!!.....

can't imagine how 2 new year will be like..
i hope everything will go on smoothly
n i must put my priorities on my studies 1st..
tt's e most important thing now.....
so still happy new year 2 everyone
n thanks 4 those who wished mi a happy new year!!!!!(:

year 2008 here i come!!!!

mistakened identity.
jias....

2007-12-30T23:11:00.000+08:00

basically...wanted 2 blog ystd but found myself juz way 2 lazy.
if i don find time 2 blog this few days
i don think i will ever have time 2 blog when sch reopens...
n i will juz watch myself waving goodbye 2 this blog
went 4 homecoming march ystd...
n it was...one word 2 describe it...
PATHETIC
attendance was PATHETIC
the purpose of this is PATHETIC
knowing tt everyone was forced 2 go 4 a certain reason was PATHETIC
the progress n process of the whole thing was JUZ DARN PATHETIC

my class onli mi.nicholas.yun lim.jing xiang.chuan yew.ryan wee.rachel choo.rachel tan.francina.abigail.jeevan came 4 e thing.
ermm 11...not 2 bad..
better than tt of n1 i have heard.
seriously don even wan 2 mention abt this day further more..
its juz freaking wasting my time.

finally had my mp3 all nicely downloaded 2dae @ grands..
feeling all stressed out with calls from everywhere..
i always tell myself tt this camp is goin 2 be a good one..
its goin 2 be realli successful..
but e next moment i find myself doubting wat i juz said..
n start worrying whether this camp is realli goin 2 work out great e way i hope it will b...
i seriously hope tt everything turns out ok..especially 4 games part..
its e most important part of this whole camp..
i guess i juz nid some courage 2 start believing in my own words.

feeling sick...stupid flu...go away!!!!

its time tt i realise. all of these is juz a dream....
mistakened identity
jias

2007-12-28T23:36:00.000+08:00

feel all sleepy...
feel like sleeping now..
was chatting on e phone 4 one plus hour juz now/..
my hands r feeling all numb now...
hahas...holding on e phone 4 2 long..
juz realised tt there is alot of problems 2 look into 4 e camp...
alot of situations 2 settle...
luckily i have advisors 2 help mi...
or else i would b like so stranded...
woke up pretty mych early 2dae...
4 fancy drill @ 9am///
e attendance 2dae was actually pretty good...
almost full attendance..
n we learnt all e steps...
but not until like 6 plus in e evening then we finally finished our one day training.
every1 was so bbqed under e sun la..
but @ least i sorta achieved my hopes of getting tanned!!!!..
but not without those red sunburns....
however bcos of some probs with e cd rom.
we couldnt have music as accompany...
n have 2 count the beats everytime..
n its like always onli e few of us counting..
like am orredy breathless not even halfway thru..
had 2 rush 2 sl meetin in e afternoon...
briefed those station master there on their games la...
2dae was reali a very very very tiring day...
like on boot camp.
training was even more then drill comm i think.
but i reali hope tt all those effort tt we put in can impress those sec 1's n convince them 2 join gb lo...!!!!!(:///

there's still a long day ahead of mi 2mr..
homecoming march early in e morning...!!!
nothing better 2 do lo..
wat homecoming march???!!?!
.............

mistakened identity
jias

2007-12-24T21:19:00.000+08:00

A EARLY MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!!!(:
MAY E NEW YEAR AHEAD BE WONDERFUL FOR ALL!!!

staying over @ my grands house...
have been sleeping like arnd 2 plus to 3 everyday..
i think its becoming a habit 4 every holidays.
but when sch reopens i wont be able 2 do tt..or else i will surely sleep in class!!!
went 2 lunch treat with family 2dae,,,
uncle's treat,,..ate thai food...
but i think i realli still prefer chinese food..tom yam isnt realli suitable 4 mi...
shopped arnd square 2 n velocity..
nothing much actually...
didnt managed 2 get any new year clothings/
but luckily mum n aunty did..
got my mp3 2dae...
thanks alot mum!!!!
u r e best!!!!(:i love u...hahas(:
mum was trying 2 get a discman..
she thinks tt's mroe practical..
but seems like nowhere sells discman anymore...
have 2 go those "olo" place..
hahas....

blehx..nothing 2 blog abt le..

.....how i wish i can bring back time...

jias
mistakened identity

2007-12-21T19:14:00.000+08:00

by brian ee (my uncle)
copyright.all rights reserved.
ok i donno why i can't download a pic in here...i will when i finally don have an error on page....blehx..
woke up @ 5 plus in e morning 2dae...
sec 1 registration 2dae.
reached sch @ 7 am..didnt even sleep like 6 hours la...
couldnt even open my eyes...was walking half awake arnd e house...
did registration 4 class 1n2 with usha,,
they all look so innocent n nice..
but who noes within like e 1st week they r goin 2 get "polluted" by those orredy "polluted"....~
looked at e cca thingy..n scouts r becoming mixed!!!!
darn lo....hope no girls join like wat jolynn predicted..!
n one parent actually wanted mi 2 help him fill in all the forms!!!
plus the survey!!!
like wtfh!!!#*!&@!!~
i don have e time 4 all tt ok!...n e person can onli speak mandarin..
so usha couldnt help mi with it..
when i refused his stupid request..then he gave mi a "WTH!" face...
i should b e person pissed lo..
in e end i explained everything 2 e poor son n ask him 2 fill in e form n come back 2 mi if he has any problems..
n this parent actually asked germaine wats e diff btw express n normal!!!
blehx...isnt tt like common knowledge?>
i have 2 like explain everything like why i cant help him..blehxx.waste my saliva lo
luckily all the other parents r more considerate..!
n there's this very cute boi..called perry..hahas..very funny lo..!(:
finally finished all e registration.explaining everything is like so long lo!!!
mi.vinson.jodi plus jolynn stayed in e office in case ppl come in late 4 registration.
alot of ppl r transferring into whitley so tt's a good thing!!!(:
4 of us laze arnd e sofa n jump automatically when some students come in...
hahas...finally closed case @ 11.30
then sorted out e files n everything...
walked home darn tired...was suppose 2 go 2 grand's house 2dae..
but fell asleep..n onli woke up @ 6 plus..2 late le!hahas.

tired n sianz...
tuition 2mr....:(
don tell mi holidays r goin 2 be over soon!
NO!!!!NO SCHOOL!!!NO WANG WANG!!NO 'O'LEVELS!!!
BOOHOOHOO T.T

when will e next gossip girl ep finally come out..!!!
searching 4 沈建宏 album 《半成年》，any1 seen it pls tell mi...!!!thnx!
holidays r orredy coming 2 an end!!!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

jias
mistakened identity..

2007-12-18T17:46:00.000+08:00

i'm so addicted to gossip girl!!!LOL
^^ i have been feeling so tired nowadays..
sleeping @ onli 3 plus in e morning n waking up @ 7 plus...
onli abt 4 hours of sleep!!!...
but i managed to keep a clear set of mind...:)
ystd was sl meeting early in e morning..
then with tam n ah booz ate @ mos burger @ j8..
while talking abt my rebellious past in pri sch...
hahas....
laughing out loud in mos la..i bet alot of ppl must be looking///..
took such a long mrt ride 2 boon lay...
actually didnt even feel like goin in e 1st place..
e weather was juz so good 4 taking a nice nap..zzz
we laughed our way thru with e new song created by mi....
realli didnt noe i was tt creative...
darn it was hilarious..
hahas...
this time ppl was realli looking @ us from all 4 directions.
but seriously can't stop laughing...
"thank you,.."thank you"
ppl u noe wat i mean.
my "highness" didnt stop even after reaching e chalet...
juz climbing up to it was like exercising la..
ntu is such a huge place.
i juz kept laughing @ things without a specific reason..
hahas...tt always happens when everyone is arnd...
cooked in e kitchen ...n there was so many overwhelming food
tt cannot be finished...
sang early christmas carols..
but no matter how every1 was singing..
i juz can't get in e mood...was juz stoning there holding e paper n not even mouthing e words...
finally when we get 2 go home..
its already like arnd 10 orredy.
n e way out is oso like a marathon..
hahas....
yijie n ah booz was like teasing mi tt i cannot get home.
but I GOT HOME!!!
n quite early actually @ 11.30
but ended up sleeping @ 2 plus.
cos e tv programme was juz so nice 2 watch..:)

have 2 wake up @ 8 plus 4 drill again 2dae...
n e most stupidest thing is tt..
we actually have not enuf ppl.
n some ppl were not present.
n jolynn was sort of mia.
we couldnt even do anything,or even rehearse with empty gaps everywhere
in e end we ended up doing nothing..
n modify e fancy drill...
hais,...realli hope tt we can make it!!!!
its orredy near end of dec!!!!i totally can't believe it!.holidays r ending soon!
T.T T.T

have 2 go back sch 2mr again...!
sl meeting 2mr @ 1 pm...
);////sian....

jias...
mistakened identity.

2007-12-12T18:09:00.000+08:00

just suddenly the holidays seem realli short..
its already mid december!!!!
juz like a few weeks more n we r back 2 horrible sch!...darn.
went 2 sch 4 2 days straight mon n tues.
sian like hell.
planned the sec 1 orientation camp games till late midnight...
so many things to do...
i think msn is reali helping mi with e speed of my typing..hahas
considering whether to go to luo zhi xiang's autograph session on fri...
if u have ever experienced goin 2 autograph session.
u would noe like how darn tiring it is.

........///nothing else 2 blog about...

jias
mistakened identity
i'm so addicted to gossip girl...

2007-12-05T18:55:00.000+08:00

back with finally something 2 write abt..
hmm.anyways...ystd was girls' night out with hwee theng/'
as usual went 2 bugis...my so usual hangout place.
watched 'enchanted'
i found it realli fairytale and cute actually.
although e ending was so predictable.
ppl sometimes do nid some fairytale in their lifes
2 believe tt theres realli something called happily ever after

after e movie juz randomly shop arnd bugis street..
and guess who we saw.?
cassandra working in one of those shops..
i was still hesistating and looking hard whether is her anot..
:):)
accompany cassandra @ e clothing shop she's working
and ate dinner in e shop..
seating on e ground
hahas....
realli nice way 2 eat dinner.
while ppl coming 2 buy skinny jeans...
how i hope i can work 2...
earn some cash.
as u may noe i'm orrredy pretty bankrupt...T.T
reached home @ 9..
e latest in quite awhile

work up surprisingly early 2dae..
got 2 noe there's a obs gathering onli @ 11
when they are meeting @ 12.30 @ harbourfront
......fatimah told mi on msn and i was like...
blehx.i don think every1 noe abt it..
in e end neither mi nor fatimah went.
& neither did e rest.
onli naveen,zi ming and amanda..
3 out of like 16 of us!
instead of goin 4 tt gathering
was racking my brains out thinking of e games 4 sec 1 orientation with tam and ah booz.
juz 4 tt previous sl selection camp i have orredy came out with a list of so many games all by myself.
& now another new set of games?
we were like near dying.
plus feeling realli sleepy with all tt rainy weather.
surprsingly we saw wai kiat working @ mac's
behind e counter.
way 2 far 2 us 2 call his name.
seems like this holidays every1 is working.
every1 is getting $$ except 4 mi..!!!!:(

thru with much effort we came up with a considerable list of games...
but its realli depressing 2 noe tt we will b missingh e 1st 2 days of lessons!!!!
e whole of 1st 2 days of sch reopening!!!
& some more @ sec 4!
we can't afford tt!
esp when e 1st few days will b e timetables.lessons.important stuff.,
but however e job comes with great reponsiblity.
so we can onli stand up 2 it & try our best!
ps.
sl meeting on 10th dec is cancelled.
however sl ex co is still meeting on 10th dec @ 1pm.

chiaos.
mistakened identity
jias

2007-11-27T22:01:00.000+08:00

yupps yupps am back from chalet....
spent e last few daes @ costa sands resort...
nothing much 2 do..
and it actually rained on e 1st day
while we were bbqing...
blehs..but it was quite fun bbqing in e rain
holding an umbrella and protecting e food from e rain...
watched 'poseidon' twice tt day.
when hubret was saying it was a sadist show...
i totally agreed..
as usual lots of leftover food...
2nd day finally something 2 do
went escape which was so not fun can!!!
luckily we went in free...
rainbow.pirate's ship and another popular ride was closed!!!!
freaking hell closed...
there's was seriously nothing 2 play
so i jus tried out e inverter..
turn 360o lo...
was hanging in midair..
hahas i wanna ride tt again...darn cool
then family cooster hundreds of times..
plus wet and wild continuously 4 times
hahas....i was soaked from head 2 toe.
e ferry go round was sauna man..
very very hot..
perspiring like hell...
i'm realli scared of e hunted house actually..but its juz walking thru it..
no rides or anything...
hais.

spent e rest of e day slacking..
walking arnd..
it kept raining..
so its realli a bad time 4 those ppl who wanna go now..
don..seriously..u would find yrself with nothing much 2 do.
and bring some card games,magazines.
buy sparkles.
its a form of entertainment..
i bet i;m goin again this holidays..
btw ppl...e fare is $7 now
all e way till 1 jan 2008
so take this oppurtunity 2 go
so even if some of those awesome rides r closed u wont b spending so much money

2mr student leaders meeting again..
hais...
.......

somebody save mi...
mistakened identity
jias